My Desolated Love

-Ex-

Christopher's POV

I still can't believe that I lost her like that... I was out of my mind for a moment, I guess I didn't know back then, but in this space, without you, I can hardly breathe, why did I even do that?

I look down at my phone to see a notification from Ian; "It'll be okay, Chris. There are plenty of fish in the sea."

"Yeah..." I responded, "I'll be okay." I'm pretending to be okay, but I can't lie; I miss her and it makes me regret what I've done.

"Saying that I was busy, making excuses one day after another. I guess it was obvious that it wasn't love any longer." I thought, I let out a long sigh, and I looked at my phone to text Ian.

"I feel hurt, and I shouldn't be." I thought about sending that, but what was he gonna do? I'm already hopeless anyway...

I should probably sleep this off... I'd usually have a hard time falling asleep but all the thoughts in my head made me even more tired than usual.

I let out one last sigh, "Please curse me for this, Juniper."