Nicki Pov
I seen how Niya and Ciara was eyeing the Mindless boys. They think im blind and dint know that they like em. Im excited for them to get close to them. Ciara was looking at Ray Ray with lust in her eyes. I hope they go out. I cant wait till my lil barb finally get with someone else and get over Dez. Yeah hes a good kid and all but not for her. He stalks her everyday and its bad enough Niya and Jay friends with him. (sigh) I dont know what imma do.
At the mall looking for some clothes. I stopped in Victoria Secrets. I needed to get me some new lingerie. I spotted a light pink see through strapless bra, with clip on straps to connect the thong, which had a small bow in the front. I am going to look so damn sexy in this, I screeched out loud drawing attention. Some fans started walking towards me with huge smiles on their faces.
"Ahhhhh, Oh My Minaj. Your Nicki Minaj. I love you so much. Can I have your autograph and picture please."
I smile at the anonymous fan and being the love carring person i am i gave her what she wanted. I always think about them. If it wasnt for them I wouldnt be who i am today and im very thankful for that.
I continued shopping in Victoria Secrets ang got the girls some bras, panties, and perfum before exiting to go to Hot Topic. I picked up nice pink and blue one shoulder crop top thats ripped on the sides with some sky blue skinny jeans. Also got a strapless white shirt with some black booty shorts. Then a red belly show tank top with some knee high ripped pants. Ohhh and dont forget assessories.
I went to two more stores before I left looking for some matching shoes. I arrived at Waynes around 7:29. The kids was in the theater room and Wayne had just walked out. Wayne think i just like working with him but deep down inside i have strong feelings for him. I can never let him know that cause he got a girl and i aint no home wrecker. Just not that person.
"Barb" I yelled for Ciara to come here. It took her a minute but she finally got to me and i asked her to ask Chef to fix us dinner. She had her little comnent and murmmered somthing under her breath bout doing it myself but she did it. She really hates when i ask her to do things. I dont know why but sometimes i feel she dont like me. I'll have to talk to her about that.
I sat down at the kitchen counter and Drak walks thought the door. " DRIZZZZZZY" i screamed pulling him into a big hug.
Me: Drizz, where. have. you. been. I aint seen you in a minute. I miss you! i pull back and star at his appearence.
Drake: Hey babe. I been busy. Got new singles working on with Trey, T.I, and Chris Brown. If Twist didnt tweet about yall was down here i wouldnt have come or known it but i do and now im here.
Me: well im glad you came. The girls are in the theater room with the guys so aint need to mess with them. Wayne just walked out a min ago though. so that just leaves me.
Drake: wellllll i ges ill spend time with my main chick. So what you been up too.
Me: Nun much just fi.idhing up my album. Got Mindlesd Behavior staying with me and Niya, which there making a song with the Swerve Queens Wayne still... well.... Wayne.
Drake: ahhh, i see. ehen yoy finally gone tell him how you fell. i mean its been about twi years. that chick he with aint got shit compared to you.
Me: i aint gone tell him. im just gone get over it and find someone else. someone who i can count on, who can love me, and never hurt me.
Drake: i know what you saying.. i really do but its hard to find someone like that these days. shit stay happenin and makes it harder to find that one, but one day you will.
Me: thanks Drizx. you always know what to say. i love you. i kisses him on the cheeck and finished our conversation.
A few hours later he left and everyone went off to bed. i thought about what Drake said for a while and i understood what he ment. i will one day find that one. that one and only. He always know what to say. i thought and thought about it untill i finally feel asleep. Who can be that one?
