If you knew

Only if you knew how I actually am, maybe you wouldn't give me the chance to hurt you, or you would. Maybe.
If you'd knew that i am in love only with the moon, only the cold rain, which makes me feel something, would u still be able to talk about feelings?
If you knew i despise the sweet would you still taste my bitter love? I don't know. Maybe you will?
Because that's how you are. You take care of others hearts and forget about your own. That's your nature and it cannot be changed.