Unexpected

Chapter 3

{Chloe}

school starts today and I am sort of exited. Hanging out with Kevin was really fun and I have a new friend.

I got a text from that guy Matthew saying that he was going to our school. Maybe this year will go well. My father was verbally abusive to my mother and I. So they have been divorced since I was 12. My mom said he wants custody but the judge said no. I also get bullied a lot. Kian has been my only friend since 6th grade. In 8th grade we had a winter formal. A boy named Alex. Asked me out and I was really happy. We were nominated for king and queen. It turns out that a group of girls told him to ask to to the dance and then. They and everyone else nominated me for prom king. I was picked as prom king and everyone called me a lesbian. It was really bad. I went home and I told myself it would be okay and went to bed. On Monday it was PE day and everyone started screaming at me and telling me to get out because I was gay. When I got home I told myself that was enough and tried to drown myself. I turned on the water and got in. I prayed that God wouldn't let it hurt. I remember fighting the urge to breath. I couldn't keep on living. Then everything went black. I woke up in a hospital with tubes everywhere. My parents were crying and Kinna was outside. She cane in and gave me a rib crushing hug. She told me if I ever did that again she would kill me. I took a month off of school. When I went back it was even worse. I got notes in my locker saying that I should have tried harder and noted telling how I should do it next time. I thought maybe they were right and after almost a year of being harassed at school and on the internet I tried it again. I took a hand full of Advil and my mom's pain killers. I was told that I had a seizure. I hit my head falling into the bathtub, knock down razors and fell on them had had a total of 26 stitches on my back. Now I have scars.