Alone and gone

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Zanes pov:

My eyes slowly open themselves up and I groan. It takes a while for me to adjust to the feeling of being awake. "Hey, Nana are you awake..." My body spins in the bed and my arm reaches for the otherside of the bed to the side she's supposed to be. But it's empty, my hand clenched the cover of mattress. Where is she?

The environment around me changes for a second, I'm back at starlight in the hospital. That time i spent in there healing waiting for news about Nana the time I spent without her. Alone I'm alone again! Shes gone!

I quickly rise from the bed but not before the environment changes again. I'm outside the familiar body before me illuminates him, Garroth. The green eyes which normally cover just the pupils now cover the entirety of his eye in a green cloak, he's not there anymore. He's gone!

My feet plant onto the cold wooden floor, cold floor. It reminds me of snow, the new environment now illuminates snow covered in blood and in the middle of it Aarons lifeless body lays. He was dead, he was gone!

When I try to stand on my own two feet I quickly stumble forward and catch myself on the wall. Every step I took only gave me a new memory.

My lungs feel clogged, my eye blur itself and my body keeps threatening to collapse from weakness. Even so I can reach the door and my hand weakly turn the doorknob.

I cough for air as I stumble out into the hallway almost knocking over a vase. "Nana..." My voice trembles. The environment changes again. I can see IT again.

Nanas lifeless body in my arms, the big scar showcased on her chest blood pouring out of it down onto the rest of her body. I can almost hear her weak breaths and it sends me over the edge. She can't be gone!

"Nana!" My voice breaks and I force my trembling legs to carry my body down the stairs. A burning sensation stings my face the tears finally came. "Nana!!" I yell again. I hear something it's a shuffle.

"Zane? What wrong." Her voice, it's there.. Its blurry but there. I almost choke on my tears, as I try to locate her voice. "Nana please, I-I need ghh help!"

My voice breaks and cracks multiple times, "Zane!" Nanas voice is loud and clear now. I can barely lift my head to look at her.

I try to walk up to her but I just end up collapsing. Something soft embraces me to stop the fall and I quickly return the embrace burying my face into the thick layer of pink hair.

My body trembles and I violently cough and pant. "You weren't.. There! I tough you I-I!!!" I try to talk but it's muted by the coughing caused my by current state. "Shhh... I know, shh. I'm right here." Her voice is soft as she whispers those words multiple times into my ear. And it takes a while for me to actually believe it.

Nana carefully helps me into the kitchen and into a chair. There we both sit until I'm calm. She sits there with me the entire time, her hand holding mine in a tight grip the other one around my shoulders leaning me against her. My head relax into her neck and I feel bad everytime my tears fall down onto her body.

She wasn't gone anymore..  Im not alone. We both decided to stay home that day. Just us, holding each other to help each other understand that we weren't alone.

I wasn't Alone and she wasn't Gone.

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