Listen to the lyrics

Chapter 1.

Author's note: hi! I hope you enjoy this book! It's my first one, so I'll do my best! Oh and sorry if my "i"'s aren't capitolized, like they're supposed to be, because i keep forgetting. anyway, some words might be misspelled, but after i'm finished the book i'm going to edit the entire thing. ENJOY (: and vote and comment! monikaxx

~~~Seth''s P.O.V.~~~

I watched her from the window of the music room, listening to her play the piano and sing along. I closed my eyes, just soaking in her voice, one that she barely ever uses in public. As I opened my eyes, I noticed her getting ready to leave so i casually walked to my locker, which is only a few feet from the door of the music room, and just started putting random crap in my bag.

~~~Isabella's P.O.V.~~~

I finished playing a peice on the piano, thinking to myself, I wonder if that guy is still outside.... I had noticed him watching me play when he was looking somewhere else, and that embarasses me... I'm extremely insecure about myself, and having a stranger listening to me scared me a lot.

I hopped off the piano bench, gathered up my sheet music and stuffing it into my bag, and walked out of the room, locking the music door behind me.

I freaked out at first when i saw him. His piercing green eyes. His black hair that hung in front of his face. His mysterious demeanor. It was just so attractive. I didn't know it was HIM watching me! He's the school "emo kid", to put it nicely. But to be honest, he WAS pretty attractive.

I walked over to him, as i watched him stuff random crap in his bag, things he didn't need. I know this because we have all of the same classes together, except for math, i'm in academic and he's in applied.

"Hey, seth... I noticed you watching me play..." I said, awkwardly.

His face turned a deep red colour. "Um, yeah.. you're voice is amazing, you know.." He said.

Now it was my turn to turn red. "thanks, it means a lot to me, i don't ever get complimented..."

"No Problem." He said as he walked out the school and toward his car.

I started to leave as well, but remembed I still had the music teacher's key in my hand. As i walked down the hall to give it to him in his actual classroom, my mind kept drifting back to Seth. What is he doing to my brain? I thought as i handed the keys to my teacher and walked out of the building.

I started walking around a small park near my house, not wanting to go home because i knew that my dad would be there, ready to hit me for doing something that he didn't like.

Eventually I went home, but was happy to realize my dad was drunk and asleep on the couch. I put a blanket over him, because no matter how horrible he is, i still love him. He's my dad. I went upstairs and immedietly checked my tumblr. No matter what happenes in life, I've got my music and my tumblr.

I turned on my ipod and put my earbuds in. Currently the song playing was Pain by Three Days Grace. I closed my eyes to relax, but realized that was a bad idea when i rememberd my mom, who my dad shot in the head, buried in the backyard. I started crying, wishing she was still here to help me through all the pain. My dad abusing me and being bullied at school wasn't helping me very much.

I just went to my closet and dug out my razor blade. As i cut into my skin, i replayed the song Pain, listening to the lyrics:

"Pain, without love

Pain, Can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb

You're not the only one

I'll take you by the hand'

And i'll show you a world you'll understand"

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Author's note: SO WHAT DID YOU THINK???? should i post another chapter? sorry i haven't edited it yet, so it might by kinda crappy :/ and it's also my first story so give me a break! please comment and vote and fan me! and i need feed back :3 anyway, love ya, monika xxxxx