I'm broken

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⚠️Warning: Mental breakdown and attempt suicide ⚠️ 

As a person who has breakdowns whenever I'm too stressed or yelled at this chapter going to be hard to write.

As a person who has breakdowns whenever I'm too stressed or yelled at this chapter going to be hard to write

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I slowly started to come to when someone gently shook me awake. I let out a small whine rolling over on my side trying to go back to sleep. 

Whoever trying to wake me up right now, has three seconds to leave before I create an ice knife to stab them with.

"Frost, you need to get up. Cait ordered everyone some food," Said Harry in a small whisper as he gently shook me again.  

"No, I don't wanna eat. Just let me sleep, "I mumbled tossing a pillow at him. I heard Harry groan as he got up from the bed. 

I stopped eating a few weeks ago. Eating was something Deathstorm told me to stop doing while we were still married. 

"Frost, you need to eat something. Barry said you weigh nothing I'm worried," Says the guy who wanted Zoom to keep me locked up in that cell. 

"Harry, I don't want to fucking eat right now. I don't want to eat anything for a while actually," I snapped sitting up from the bed crossing my arms. 

Stop telling me what to do, and just let me sleep for the rest of my depressing life. Maybe I will finally see my brother again. 

Harry just stood where he is too stunned to speak. 

"I spent years suffering. I spend days wondering why I'm here and not in the ground. I spent years trying to get my parents to love me like they loved Charile but they never will because I'm a fucking screw-up," I snapped grabbing another pillow from behind me before I screamed into it. 

Caitlin and the others quickly ran into the room when they heard me snap at Harry. 

Great, more people to see me break down like the emotional wreck I am right now. 

"I was only a kid. A goddamn kid when my parents told me they hated me and that they wished I was dead," I said getting up from the comfy bed, now I wanna lay back down. 

"Frost, you need to calm down for us okay? Come on into the living room with us and we can talk, Said Harry as he tried to grab ahold of my hands. 

Without thinking, I blasted a stream of ice at Harry sending him into the mirror as tears poured out of my eyes.  

"Don't fucking touch me. Why can't you all get it through your heads that I'm fucking broken and their no saving me," I snapped sending out tiny icicles from my fingers at everyone falling to the ground? 

"We'll your family now Frost, and we won't let you hurt like this okay? Please just let us help you," said Barry as he bend down in front of me grabbing a hold of my hands. 

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