All that you are, is all that I'll ever need

Starting to love

Seyran couldn't believe her eyes. Was it true? Did he really wake up or was it just a dream?... no it was really Ferit waking up with a happy and tearful face. She stood up and was stuttering.. " Fe ferit ... are you okay? She smiled while putting her hands on her face" 
.... This was the moment where he wanted to tease her " aggghhhh" Seyran was scared " Ferit are you okay are you in pain?" " yess Im in pain" he whispered. " where does it hurt?" She said while having the most possible anxiety in her body for Ferit. He grabbed her arm and placed it on his heart slowly. " here, right here" he said. And they looked at each other.
you know why? Because I didnt know what was happening with me. I was so confused" Seyran looked confused. " what does that mean?" He sat right up slowly. He had a painful gaze because it hurted. " seyran look. I keep thinking about you. At first I didn't want to accept it, but I can't deny it anymore. And... and when I was with pelo I-" she started to get jealous and turned her head. Ferit noticed and smiled. "Seyran" he said. She didnt reply. " seyro Look at me " he said, she didnt want to but giggled a little bit, so he slowly put up her head" what I wanted to say was... that even while im with Pelo I ....... I keep thinking about you Seyran. Only you" ...

There was a silent...." what ...me?" She started to giggle

And ferit's eyes started to shine. " yes you" he then kissed her hand slowly" come here" he grabbed her and made space next to his bed so he could hug her. She slowly laid down and they looked at each other. Then ferit grabbed a piece of her hair and smelled it. He closed his eyes to enjoy the smell. That was when they didn't talk anymore and looked each other in the eyes while holding hands.
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It was evening, ferit felt better and they could already go home, so abidin drove them home.

While they were in the car, Ferit sat next t o Seyran with his head on her shoulder while they were holding hands. Abidin secretly looked in the mirror to see them and smiled. He knew Ferit loved her, he knew Ferit was confused because of his love, because he didn't want to accept the love he had for seyran. Abidin then giggled. Ferit noticed " why u laughing" he said. Abidin tried to be sneaky" hmm o me.. no nothing" then he looked at Seyran and she looked back, both smiled.

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It was already late, so Abidin brought Ferit to his room after everyone saw Ferit felt better. " You need some rest so lets sleep" she said. Ferit didn't want to sleep alone. He then went to sit on the couch and sight, Seyran sat next to him. " ughhhhhh" seyran walked to him " whats wrong" Ferit knew how to play this game. " nothing" he then tapped his food several times on the ground. And sighted again " oh nothing. Im just going to sleep. Alone in that huge bad... with a lot of space next to me" he tapped on the ground again and looked at Seyran while smiling " aaah and you... you will sleep on this hard couch" Seyran tried to hold her smile and rolled her eyes.   Ferit then looked sad and stood up " ughhh I guess goodnight" he sighed again. Seyran noticed and wanted to stay silent but she couldn't " uffff okay" she said. He knew what she meant. " what do you mean" " ugh Okay I will lie down next to you" she said while roling her eyes and putting her hands over each other. He smiled and put his head on her shoulder " karicimmmm" " but only because you won't leave me alone otherwise" she smiled" oh now you smiling too huh" he said while touching the tip of her nose. Ferit knows exactly how to get what he wants. He knows that Seyran wants it too, because otherwise she would not lie down next to him. He was so happy.

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Seyran changed clothes and came back to the room. She was a little bit shy. " yaaa just come " he said smiling. so she came to lie down next to him. They looked at each other without talking. Words were not needed. They understood each other by looking into their eyes. Then slowly he grabbed her hand and put it in between them while holding it. It made her blush. " You know it sounds weird but im actually calm now because you lie next to me" he said and she smiled" yes actually this lies way more comfy than the stupid couch" they both started to smile. Ferit again took a piece of her hair to smell it, while closing his eyes. " o my God the smell of your hair. I will never get used to it" then he dropped it and touched her hair to put it behind her ear.  She really wanted to give him a kiss but didn't know how to. Then she just gave him a kiss on his cheek. Ferit started to giggle and seyran quickly  turned to the other side" goodnight" Ferit was in the 7th heaven. He closed his eyes to proces the kiss. Then he saw she was lying on the side, so he grabbed the blanked and covered her while turning to her side to hug her, to put his arm around her and to hold her hand. It was a little bit risky because he didn't know how she would react, buts when he hold her hand she didn't ket go of it and the is when he knew he was save. Then he hugged her while smelling her hair, Seyran smiled and closed her eyes.  Ferit did the same. And dear this people... this is how their first steps to trust each other turned out to be