Cuz it's you

Shattered

" Everything seems to explode 'cause I can't control myself "
        _ I can't control myself - Taeyeon

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Han returned to his dorm with all that struggling and stumbling. He knew he was a mess right both physically and mentally, also he wasn't sober yet but in his senses or atleast he guessed so. He got into the lift, stumbling but still managing to close the door and click his floor. With a 'Ding' sound the elevator opened. He went out while holding onto the bars. He puts his hand into the pocket in search of keys hopefully it was there , He took it unlocking the door. Trying to enter the room without making a sound but he failed as it made a lot of creak sound. He assumed Eun was sleeping.

On the other hand with the sound of the door Eun immediately woke up guessing Han as no-one else will be here at this time she said while looking at the clock striking 2:00am. She got up from her bed and went to near the room but was interrupted with another presence in the dorm.
"Han see I'm really Sorry..for what I did I, didn't meant-"
She stopped in her sentence midway when her gaze fell upon the injured male.
"Han-n..."
she stuttered seeing the boys state. He was bruised, he was bleeding, he was broken and shattered.

Han decided to ignore her presence which was indeed difficult for him. Her stuttering and worried voice rang perfectly in his ears. He was holding himself from melting to her right now. So he decided to just ignore, he just bumped her shoulder and went inside the room, sighing.

"Han! Wait listen to me! Tell me how-w this happened.."
her voice breaking as she was on the verge of crying, a hint of tears can be seen in her eyes. She stopped him by grabbing his hands softly.

Han felt her holding him, the same soft touch. He wanted to just hug her tightly and breakdown in her arms. But she was the one who caused this right..why she even cares.
"Non of your business"
He said in a cold and low voice.

"Han...please.." she begged finally letting her tears flow down while her sobs filled the silent and room.

"I said leave me alone!!" He yanked her hand away harshly while shouting.

She gasped immediately at his sudden change in voice and behaviour. I mean it wasn't suprising tho..as she was the one to blame for this right?.
"Han..let me explain and please answer me what happ-"
Before she even completed the sentence.

The male pushed her to the wall harshly making her yelp loudly as he punched the mirror beside her hanging there making it shatter into pieces.
She was scared. She was terrified by his sudden action that she started crying out loudly closing her eyes tightly and covering her ears.
He was full of rage and anger that he won't even hesitate to destroy the girl infront of him. But something inside him stirred and stopped him from doing that. Pity? Was he feeling pity? Maybe..he thought. What else it could be?.
The small pieces had pierced the girls skin making them bleed too. He stared down at her shoulders with a blank expression as the rage was still there inside him, so he didn't do anything for now and just backed away and went to the living room.

After a while she just stopped crying and looked up with blurry vision to find no traces of Han in the room assuming he went somewhere again. So many things happened making her feel dizzy and weak which made her pass out on the place she was kneeling down.

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A/N :- due to some glitch the text was repeated but thanks for informing me asap <3 Anyways enjoy this y'all , hope y'all love it , do comment your thoughts <3🖇️