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ALEXA POV.

Ilang linggo na nga ba ang dumaan? isa, dalawa? tatlo? Hindi ko alam I have been waiting for Bence's Presence no calls nor text. I tried to call him once pero mukhang mali nga yata na tumawag ako. His voice sounds annoyed, why tho? ayaw niya akong tumawag sa kanya dahil busy daw siya.

He doesn't want anyone to bother him. Maybe sawa na siya sa akin o baka naman pinaglaruan lang niya ako. I chuckled bitterly, Sino ba naman ako para paglaanan niya ng pansin diba? I am just his toy, I am no one anak lang naman ako ng bestfriend ng ama niya.

Tinago ko lahat ng gadgets ko sa Box bibili na lang ako ng bagong phone pati sim card. I don't want to be distracted dahil lang sa hindi niya pag pansin sa akin ng ilang linggo.

Pumapasok ako sa School pag uwi deretso bahay kulong sa kwarto tutok sa libro. That's my new routine ever since....nevermind!

Madalas din ang pagbisita ng Bestfriend ko at ang anak niya, Masaya naman ako but not happy enough. Something is missing His prensence.

He wants to have a baby with me right? what if I surprise him? magugustuhan kaya niya ang surprise ko para sa kaniya? There's nothing wrong with me trying, right? Besides, I want to see his reaction when he finds out I'm pregnant with his baby.

"-take over the company..... Alexa Kezhia Montenegro nakikinig ka ba? kanina pa ako nagsasalita dito." I came back to my senses when Dad dropped his fork. I looked at him apologetically.

"I'm sorry po Dad ano nga po uhmmm ulit iyon?" He sighed He stared at me intently kaya nayuko ako.

"As I say when you finish your school this year your mom want you to take over the company I know you know what I mean. You will be the CEO of the KM Inc." muntik na akong masamid dahil sa paliwanag ni Dad. CEO what?!

"But Dad I am not yet ready for that." depensa ko. Please Dad ayoko pa! I gave him a puppy eyes I even pouted. But the looks on his face is serious and didn't seem to buy my Pleading face!

"Don't give me that look Kezhia you are not ready to handle the Company but You're ready to be a mom. anong ipapalamon mo diyan sa anak mo someday?" He said firmly. My whole face turned pale when I heard what he said. How did he know I was pregnant?

I bit my lips hard to stop my sobs I tried to reach for his hand that was on top of the table but he just swatted my hand away.
"D-Dad...I...I'm s-sorry p-po I....I'm about to t-tell you tonight I...I swear n-naunahan niyo lang ako." mahina akong humihikbi.

"Tell me who's the father Kezhia." He dangerously asked. I looked at my mom who's been eating calmly but I know that I disappointed her too, her silence is killing me.

"D-Dad--" He glared at me.

"Don't make me repeat myself Kezhia.. Who's the father of your unborn child?!" napaigtad ako sa sigaw ni Dad. Sa gilid ng mata ko ay nakita ko si mom na tumayo at lumapit kay Daddy na halos patayin na ako sa sobrang sama ng tingin.

Since I was a child, I have never seen my father so angry. just now he is very angry. and if only bad looks could kill, maybe I would have been buried 6 feet to the ground right now.

Yumuko ako patuloy pa din sa pagtulo ang luha ko.
"S-si Bence po D-Daddy." Again I flinched whn he harshly hit the table.

Si mom naman ay pilit na pinapakalma si Daddy.

"Honey calm down, please? Hindi siya pwedeng mastress okay? maselan ang pagbubuntis niya kaya tama na." pagpapakalma niya.

tumingin sa akin si mommy.
"Alam ba ni Bence ang tungkol sa pagbubuntis mo?" I shook my head.

"H-hindi pa po p-pero gusto niya po magkababy. I....I want to surprise him mom." nauutal pa ako dahil sa takot na baka masigawan ulit.

"E-excuse me po." sabi ko tsaka tumayo na pero huminto muna ako at humarap sa kanila with a force smile. "And Dad? Huwag po kayong mag alala sa kumpanya ni Mommy ako na po bahala doon pagkatapos ng Graduation ko ako na po magmanage and sorry po." at tumakbo na ako paakyat sa hagdan. I could hear mom calling my name but I didn't bother to look back.

Sinarado ko ang pinto at sumandal ako doon. doon ko lang binuhos ang bigat ng nararamdaman ko. I failed being a daughter I let.... I let myself fall into temptation that I shouldn't have done in the first place. I cried my breaking heart out.

I disappointed my parents! How can I be so careless? I am so pathetic!

Lumapit ako sa salamin at pinagmasdan ang sarili. ngumiti ako ng mapait.
"Bakit? bakit hindi ka nag iingat? h-hinayaan mong mabuntis ka. in order to make him happy nagpabuntis ka. Is that really what he want? He did not even bother to call you ngayong buntis kana." mapakla akong tumawa Umiling na lamang ako. Humiga ako sa couch hanggang sa dalawin ako ng antok.

I will surprise him on friday dapat huwebes palang naayos ko na ang designs sa condo niya. may spare key naman ako dito.

Maaga akong nagising dahil may pupuntahan ako. pupunta ako sa Condo niya ngayon bibili pa ako ng party balloons sa mall bibili na din ako ng cake and other designs.

Tinapos ko muna ang morning routines ko bago ako umalis papuntang mall.

time was fast so I sped up shopping I paid for everything I bought before I went out. I put everything I bought in the back seat and drove to Bence's Condo.

Nagpatulong pa ako sa mga staffs magbuhat ng mga pinamili ko tinulungan na din nila akong magdesign, I gladly accept their helps.

SEE YOU SOON DADDY!

At sa baba ay may ultrasound. Tuwang tuwa ang ga staff sa ginagawa namin kesyo sweet ko naman daw. I just giggled along with them.

I will surprise him tomorrow. I smiled at my efforts.

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