GETTING OVER YOUR FIRST LOVE

Introduction

First things first dear readers, what do you think about love, do you find it thrilling, exciting, painful, or confusing.....

Well for me love is messed up, and right now I think I'm gonna go with painful

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Hi, I'm Jay, I'm currently 15 and almost done with high school, it's been great, I've had a lot of fun and never had to worry about anything, my mental health is great, I've never had a boyfriend nor have I ever fallen in love, I understand my feelings completely and I'm pretty much happy if I'll say so myself.

My pain began when he transferred to my school, At first I never really paid him any attention because we were from two different worlds, my parents weren't together and his parents were, I was rich at all and he was, he had everything he ever wanted and I was still managing whatever my family could provide for me so being friends with him was out of the picture.

WHEN IT ALL BEGAN.....

I walked to school that day not too happy and not too sad either, I was just in my feelings, I saw my friends together and walked up to them they seemed to be discussing something, I sat on a chair close to them and was ready to get some major hot gossip, One of my classmates just jumped into the classroom destroying our nice conversation, she claimed to have better news, we were all ears and listened to her, she then dropped the bomb " we are going to have a new student she said, her name was Kess and she was really well okay I guess, the news was shocking to some people but I really didn't care at all I may like the person I may not like the person it's all up to how the person is, I just left them and went to my desk....

.. Later during break time I didn't have a lot to eat so I went to the library to read some books and spend my time away when my eyes caught this boy, he was taller than me, had dark skin, really pretty eyes and I really liked his hair, he was cute but I still felt nothing for him, classic Jay, I think he was writing and exam or so for him to be accepted to the school I just stopped staring and was off read my books. When I got back to my class Kess was on top of a desk ranting about how she saw the boy and how cute he was, I asked her if it was the boy in the library and she said 'Yes he is the one, but don't go near him, he is mine" Another boy in the class just scoffed and said" Are you talking to Jay the heartless bitch don't worry your man is safe, who knows if she's even Gay" I just rolled my eyes at him and went back to my seat...

Days passed and one day I went to school really early that day caused I wanted to walk, I was standing by the door of my classroom when I saw that same familiar face again but this time he was with a school bag and looked like an actual student, he walked up to me and asked:" Is this science class?" I shook my head and pointed at the next class, he didn't even say thank you" Rude much" I said to myself I just scoffed and forgot about it, later I went to the science class cause I was an Art student, I went there to meet my friends and my eyes caught him again, I just threw my face away cause I didn't like him, he stopped me and said " Are you in this class?", I shook my head " No I'm not" I said and removed his hand from mine, I went to my friends and I could see Kess throwing daggers at me with her eyes I didn't even care, the next time I went to the class she had already switched seats to seat with him, so my friends were talking about him and I asked what his name was since I didn't know and then I heard it the name I can't get out of my head up untill this point ..

.His name was

DAVID ERIKSON