Cold as ice

The ice won't break

*author note: hello there! i'm glad that you decided to read this i really appreciate this <33 english is not my first language so i hope you'll still like my story! anyways, enjoy reading everyone!*

It was a usual day. I walk out of the shower and play some music. Chase Atlantic, as usual. As i brush my hair i start moving mummbling the lyrics. "Tell me why the fuck i feel so empty! This might be the reason why she left me." I sing out loud as i place my hair brush on my desk. I walk to my bed and look at my phone 'memento: new school year- tomorrow' . Great. Tomorrow i have my first day of school. I hate to be the new kid. I don't know anybody there and I don't even want. Every time i talk with someone and i make friends it ends bad. 'Am I that a bad friend?' I ask myself as i close the screen of my phone.
From nowhere my cat jumps on my bed, making it way to my chest.
"Aw Simba, don't worry. I'll be home till' 3 pm."
Well, i guess it's time to go to sleep and see what happends tomorrow. "Night' Simba." i say as i close my eyes falling instantly asleep.

*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP* *BEE-*
I open one eye and look at my phone. 6:55am. I slowly get up and walk downstairs to the bathroom. As i was my teeths i get an message. 'MOM : Hi sweethert! My shift started earlyer today, sorry! You have your breakfast in the kitchen. Don't forget to feed Simba before you go! Love you!'
Mom was always like that. She was always working hard since she and dad divorced.
I walk to my room and change my clothes, taking a pair of baggy jeans, a shirt and an zip-up hoodie. I walk downstairs followed by Simba and take my breakfast. I finish eating and pour some cat food in Simba's bowl. "Bye Simba!" I say as i walked out on the front door. I put my airpods in my ears and walk to the buss station. After 10 minutes I arrive at the station and sit on a bench. I take out a my book from my backpack and start reading. While i was reading i got the a spicy part but got intrerrupted by the buss that came in the station. I get up and walk to the buss doors until something -or more exactly someone- hits me. I was about to fall on the ground when two strong arms catch me.
"I'm so sorry! I was running to catch the buss!" a brunette boy with green hazel eyes apologise. He help he adjust my posture and get up as he goes quick in the buss, me following him. I walk somewhere in the back where i was alone so i can continue reading my book, but the boy fron earlyer was still in my mind. I have ti admit, he wasn't looking bad, but still. Before I could realise the buss stop. It looks like I arrived at my new school. Woo hoo... .

I walk out of the buss and walk straight to the front intrance looking at a photo of the class and the periods i should have. No one was looking at me, no one was wispering or talking about me... It looks like this might be a nice school after all. I walk to my class, 'Okay so the first period i have is.... science? i hate science." I sigh as i was getting closer to the door. I knok twice.
"Enter." someone says and i slowly open the door, walking in.
"Alright everyone, i would like you to be quiet as you greed your new classmate, y/n l/n!" the teacher said, catching everyone attention. Some of the kids were wispering and that panicked me a little. "Can you tell us something about you y/n? " the teacher asks me with an warm smile.
"Uh... my name is y/n, i hope we will understand with each other."
"Okay good, you can go sit there in the back. Right next toooo.... Grayson! Raise your hand please so y/n can see you." she said. Someone raised theyr hand as the teacher tell me to go and sit next to the respective person. I do as I'm told and walk to the desk, sitting down quietly. "Grayson, can you help y/n if she have troubles with the exercises?" the teacher asks. "Yes miss." the boy next to me responds. I turn my head and look at the boy next to me. I analize him for some seconds before i could realise that he was that one guy who bumped into me in the morning. He turns his head to me and his eyes winde. He quickly take a pice of paper and write something on it. He place the paper in front of me: "You are the girl from the buss station, right?" I look at him and nod as he start writing again. "My appologise for earlyer. I was trying to catch the buss."
I take the pice of paper and write on it too: "It's alright, you were on hurry.". He looks at me and thank me. During the period i could see some kids looking at me, making me feel a little anxious.