One night stand || 𝖪𝗂𝗆 𝖭𝖺𝗆𝗃𝗈𝗈𝗇 𝖷 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋

7.

"So who is that to you?" Said Robin laughing as I walked the kitchen in again. I leaned against the wall "I have no idea, we went on a adorable little date today AND he even called it a date. But I guess he is still a 'one' night stand." I said, Robin and Alex both looked kinda worried.
"Have you now realised that you have fallen for him?" Alex asked.
I slowly nodded my head with a few tears fall down. Alex run towards me and hugged me with Robin following her.

"But I really don't wanna get hurt again!" I said sobbing with more tears running down my face. "Don't worry, it's gonna be okay!"Alex said stroking my hair.

I slowly calmed down in their tight embrace, they let go of me and I went to the bathroom to fresh up while they went back to the dumplings.
When we both were ready we sat down at the dinner table and began to eat there delicious dumplings.

"So are you going to tell him how you feel?" Asked Alex looking at me while putting another dumpling in her mouth.
"I don't know.... I could but-" I said looking at her and then looking down at my plate.
"You guys are now 'maybe something', if it doesn't work out you two only will have to see each other in class. So I think you should give it a shot." Said Robin, her tone in her voice was strong and gave me confidence.
"Yeah, I will talk to him." I said smiling.

We continued to eat and after Alex and Robin went to her place, where Alex would sleep over.
It was already pretty late so I putted on my pyjama and grabbed the homework Alex had handed me earlier and began to make it.

After a while I couldn't keep my eyes open and I fell asleep on my desk.

The next morning it was weekend and I decided to go to talk with Namjoon.
I got up from my desk, took a shower, putting on a little bit make up and put on a cute outfit.

I got a taxi and went to his place, I was hoping the whole ride that he was home but it was 10 AM on a Saturday so where would he else be?

I got to his apartment and walked to the front door and again rang the bell where Kim. Was written by.

"Hello, is this Lisa?" He asked through the device.
My heart stopped for a second, who's Lisa...?
I changed my voice to a higher voice and answered.
"Yes, I'm Lisa." I said hoping he would fall for it.
"Okay, come in." He said and the door opened. I got in and walked in the stairwell thinking about Lisa and what Namjoon did with her.
Ones I reached his apartment I stoped.
I took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

"Hey, do you- Y/N?!" He was shocked to see me.
"Hey-" I said nervous when he interrupted me.
"Where is Lisa?!" He asked raising his voice.
"Umhh well... Namjoon I wanted to talk w-with you.." I said stuttering, having a hard time to talk.
"What? You wanna fuck?" He asked while raising his eyebrow and I looked at him, how can he be this clueless!!
"No! I-" I said when he again interrupted me.
"When why are you here?" He said coldly.

My eyes got filled with tears by the thought off him being so clueless. No I don't wanna fuck I wanna talk. I want to tell you how much I love you... Kim Namjoon I love you.. so much... why is the at so hard to say...?

"Namjoon... I-I think-" I saw trying to spread but my voice was broken and cracked by everything.
"Y/N can you hurry up I'm expecting Lisa to be here any second." He said leaning against the wall.
"Wait... who is Lisa..?" I said not knowing what answer I was hoping for.
"Just another one night stand hooker? Why?" He said as if it was nothing.
"Huh?" I said not wanting to believe him.
"You have been just going through with one night stands?" I said as a single tear rolled down my cheek.
"Yea of course, haven't you?" He coldly said, not showing me his emotion.

"Oh wow... that's unbelievable." I said chuckling sad while walked away from him.
"What?!" He said raising his voice again and getting up from the wall.
"It's unbelievable that I have actually fallen for you!" I yelled at him later realising what I said. I cover my mouth with my hand. Namjoon looks shocked but not surprised.

"You... have fallen for me?" He said looking kinda mad. I couldn't say anything.. I just nodded my head. He sighed before closing the door. "Namjoon WAIT!!" I yelled and putted my foot in the doorway clocking it.
"Why I have nothing to say to you." He said in a cold, yelling tone.
"B-But... I love you..." I said while the tears kept rolling down my face.
"So?" He said coldly.
I didn't know what to say...
"I don't love you like that Y/N."  He said kicking my foot away and closing the door.

My heart sank.
I just stood there, crying on the floor in the middle of a apartment building, rarely enough it wasn't my first time.
I fell down to the ground, crying my heart out holding my hurting stomach.

A door opened and someone walked to me. I looked up seeing a man squatting down next to me, looking worried.
"Come here." He said and hugged me. I didn't know him but the embrace of the stranger was comforting. I placed my head on his shoulder hugging him tight crying hard. He gently caressed my back with his hand.

After some time I calmed down still leaving loud sobs. The man pulled me away and looked at me with a sweet smile, wiping away my tears. "Are you okay?" He asked.
"Ye...yea... thank you." I said in between sobs.
"You want something to drink?" He asked sweet. I wasn't sure if I should or could trust him. I was going to say no but then he spoke again.
"Or take the make up off your cheeks?" He laughed. "You can use my wife's makeup remover." He said smiling.
I nodded my head and he helped me to up.

He gave me the make up remover and we sat down at the dinner table.
"My name is Jimin." He said.
"I'm Y/N." I said drinking the water.
"Now... why were you crying?" He asked curious. I took a deep breath before telling him everything. I could see he felt bad for me.
"How old are you Y/N?" He asked.
"I'm 19." I answered in a innocent voice.

"Look, your still really young, a pretty lady like you will find love soon. You are beautiful Y/N. It took me a lot... almost my life to convince my wife that I loved her back. And Namjoon, as my neighbour I can hear him having fun all day and night. He is just to scared to give in to someone that he maybe love them." He said as my eyes got more watery. I nodded my head and looked down at my hands holding the glass of water that was half empty.
"Thank you Jimin." I said as I look at him again.

We continued to talk when until I got a message from Alex where I was. I told Jimin I needed to go home and he drove me home, he gave me his number for if I never needed to talk to someone.

When I opende the front door, Alex was waiting for me. She looked at me and seemed excited.
"AND??" She screamed jumping up toward me.
"Well... Namjoon and me are... nothing... but it's okay I talked with a really nice man about it." I said as I sat down, I didn't want to show Alex how sad I was about everything with Namjoon but I couldn't help but to cry.
"You 'talk' with a man directly after Namjoon turned you down?" She said sitting next to me.
"YAA I really talked!! He is married!!" I said as I knew she thought I went to bed with him.
"That wasn't a problem for you before..." she said reminding me of the time I fucked with someone would was married with kids.
"Hey he never told me he was married!!" I said chuckling.

"Okay okay... so you and Namjoon?" She asked.
I explained everything to her, crying again.
She hugged me tight with comforting me as much as she could.

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Sorry but I have this book :)
And I was gonna make it longer but im don't with it.