remeber me again

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hi I'm Dasia just another girl with another story.

my life has been through the worst but I'm guessing that's nah why your reading my book .....well I don't like to talk a lot so let begin

Friday night....

BOOM!!!! that's the sound of my dad beating my mom. my mom and dad fights all the time for the little things ...well because of me my dad hate me he thinks that I'm a bareisment to the family ...i think so too..

"i told u that she a fucking whore" dad said "no she not Brandie she a gift from god. "god don't love her if she why her ugly ass still look nasty and Slopy , and she never ever had a boyfriend''. Mother was speech less. "I wonder why huh? don't got nothing to say''.mother walks away and come to me and give me a kiss. "Sweaty your perfect just the way you are, don't let your dad make you think any other wise''. i smiled but i knew she was trying to make me feel better about myself but i dont i know that I'm ugly and i dont diserve true love. after my mom went upstairs my dad came up to me yelling at me. ''you are a ugly peace of shit and guess what your mom cant help you for long!!!!''. He said it loud for my mom could hear, but really i don't think she care. then i hear my mom turning the shower on and i already knew what was going to happen.

i already knew after 30 min s when my mom was fully in the shower that ma dad was going to take me with him to the store "store'', not really i already knew were he was really trying to take me. '' honey I'm going to take Dasia out so she c an get her some pads''. ''Ok honey hurry back Dasia got get ready for school''.O.M.G some times my mom can be really stupid. "come on Dasia'' my dad says. as i start heading for the car my dad hurry up and rush me into the car. '' Dasia hurry up i need that good pussy now''. i start to cry inside. Now i already know what you thinking and i tell my mom she don't belive and my dad tells my teacher stuff they don't belive me and i try to run and fight back but it get worst. as i get into the care my dad hury close my door and put it on child lock so i cant run. then he get into the car and try down the block around the corner in this ditch. then the car stops . " now dasia pull that skirt down and take off that dress hurry up don't make me do it for because i will. i start to cry . the my dad smacks me .'' shut up and take your clothes off''. i move very slowly. ''mater fact im do it for you'' dad rips off my sirt and my shirt. then he climbed to the back of the seat. then made me get in between the front and passneger seat. my legs wide open . i scream ''please daddy stop i dont want to do this''. ''shut the fuck up''. then he ripes my pants off and begin to put his penis inside of me. it hurts so bad. i begin to feel his penis right inside my vagina. he bgans to pull my hair ,while he fucking me. i dont why but soem times i kind of felt good. like i want it to moaned but i was to scared. then my dad push his penis in my vagina harder i yelled a big moaned out and he keep going harder. '' you like this dont you bitch you like when your big daddy fucking you''. I begin to cry it hurted so bad , it feel like a bat is pushing there way into your vagina. then my dad sperm inside of me then stoped. then pull his penis out and climbed to the front and begin to take me home. '' put your clothes on bitch''. i begin to put my clothes on and start to cry because now i feel the pain from my vagina, and i knew i'm all alone in the world.

Next day i get ready for school. mom pickes me out a nice stripe dress, with little flowers. My comed my hair into a pony tail trying to hide the mark from were dad slap me at. ''did your father did this to you'' , ''yes''. '' omg why ... wait i mean ... i got to go sweatie''. mother started to cry and walks away. i dont know why she acts like she care i alwasy tell my mom what my dad does to me and all she do is look at me and begin to watch tv and cry. all she do is cry cry cry . i put my hair back down then i go wait in the car for mom. she never comes to dad take me to school. i hate wen dad take me to school because he never feeds me. i havent ate a full mill since i was 5 and im 12 now. i alwasy get table scraps.