Im so excited as i wake up and grab my shirt and jeans. I brush my long brown hair and slip on my tennis shoes. I grab my bag and run out to the bus.i got on not knowing anyone. One large kid gave me an icy stare and i sat down.when i got to school i walked in and found my locker. After that i went to my class uughh it was terrible everyone was mean. This one girl behind me kept pulling my hair. At lunch i had no friends so i sat by myself like usual. When i got on the bus i just sat there people kept yelling at me. When i got home i had a really bad headache so i took some motren and went to sleep. When i woke up i did the same thing and got on the bus the same girl that was in my class was calling me names it really hurt. I went into the school and opened my locker a group of kids came up to me and surrounded me and kept pulling my hair pinching me and pushing me. They only stopped because the bell rang. I closed my locker and ran into the bathroom i looked in the mirror as tears ran down my face i had red marks up the side of my arms and legs and my head still hurt. Instead of going to class i stayed in a stall and waited for class to end. At lunch i sat by myself again. The same group came over and pushed me onto the floor they kept laughing they punched me in the face and the shoulder and kicked me. I slowly was slipping out of conciousness until this boy came up and pushed them out of the way. He looked down at me and picked me up. He set me down and sat next to me he told me his name he is cayden. He is absolutely gorgeous and he is now my best friend. I sit by him everyday and i get bullied everyday. Until that one terrible day. One morning cayden was walking to school a car crossed a red light and hit him he was in the hospital ferna week i visited everyday until he died. Do you know who was driving. One of the girls that beat me up. Of coarse they have to take away my only happiness. The next day i went to school i was cutting the night before so i was wearing a long sleeve. The same girl that killed cayden notices she starts laughing at me. So hahaha your best friend is dead and so is your mother and now your cutting your so pathetic go die and drink bleach or something. That night i ran home with tears in my eyes i wrote a letter to my dad and my step mom telling them everything and that i cant go on anymore. I ran to the madicine cabnet and grabbed as many pills as i can and took them all. I went and grabbed the only picture i had of me and cayden and i slowly drifted off and whispered im coming soon.........