Everything I Ever Wanted (A Joe Sugg FanFiction)

Saying Goodbye

*Sasha's POV*
Today's check list for who I need to tell about leaving for the shoot:
• Mum, Dad and Hannah(my sister)
• Zoë and Alfie
• Joe
I make it sound like I'm leaving for another 3 years! It'll be a week tops.
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I make it to mum and dad's, they're really happy and proud of me especially since I'll be on the front cover. Also Hannah says she's really proud too. All of them have always been super supportive of me which I think is why we're such a close family. We decide to go out for lunch before I go to tell Zoë and Alfie.
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We went to Nando's and had a great time! I finally arrive at Zoë and Alfie's to see somebody else there too...
Joe.
"Hi" I say quietly,
"Hi" they all say in unison,
"Erm, so I'm gonna go back to America to shoot with Vogue as Lucy Hale has let them down. It isn't a big deal, I'll be a week tops but I thought I'd let you all know, Joe I was gonna come and tell you but I guess I hit two birds with one stone" I slightly giggle. Joe storms out.
Why is he so annoyed? He has a girlfriend he doesn't need me.
"I'm really happy for you but I'm gonna miss you, my part time roommate" Zoë says, we all laugh.
"Well I'm gonna get some weird looks when I say, look that's my friend on the cover of Vogue" Alfie says and we all continue to laugh. We have a group hug and I say, "cheerio pals, I'll see you next week."
With that I leave, gonna be a boring week without Zoë and Alfie but I know it's a great opportunity that I can't miss. I step out of the house to find Joe and the doorstep...
"So was you really planning to tell me or was you gonna pack up and leave?" he says with slight anger to his voice,
"Why are you so bothered anyway? It's not like you need me when you have perfect beth waiting at home." WHY DID I SAY THAT?! That was something for my brain only, maybe even Zoë, but never EVER Joe.
"Are you seriously gonna stand there and say why am I bothered?! You know why I'm bothered and don't pretend like you don't, because I know you know. Because it's the exact reason why you've just said that"
"Joe, I'm not in the mood I've got to go home and pack, listen go back to beth and forget me" I begin to walk away but Joe pulls my arm and there's hardly any room between us...
"Don't you ever tell me to forget you because that's what I spent these last 3 years trying to do, I WISH YOU JUST STAYED IN AMERICA"

*Joe's POV*
"... I WISH YOU JUST STAYED IN AMERICA" WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! I JUST TELL THE GIRL I'VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER I WISH SHE STAYED IN AMERICA...
"I didn't mean it like that..." she cuts me off before I can finish,
"I know exactly how you meant it, you wish I stayed in America so you and Bethany can live happily ever after and I don't interfere. Well you could've said something, I would've stopped before we even went for coffee." Those words hurt more than anything, because that is the opposite of what I meant,
"I didn't mean it like that, Sasha..." she's walking off and I try to grab her hand but she pulls away, "... Please, Sasha... Sasha wait..."
It's too late I've lost her for good now and it's my fault.