I often had headaches. They came from the center of my head and I heard a popping noise, like a mini firework inside my head. The world was slow and i felt like I was suspended in the air. I always felt like something was gone. Something is lost. Unimaginable confusion. You just feel so out of the situation. You're just a ghost, hovering inches above your peer's heads. You could feel the warmness flooding your body. I just hang there, hardly breathing. I scream, 'this isn't real this isn't real this isn't real this is not REAL!" The adolescent years didn't make sense. My innocence was stolen from me with those Bad Guys.