I don't know if I can continue this any longer? I'm pinned against a wall by a seducing evil, with its claws sank into me, slowly but surely draining all sanity from my broken mind. I'm getting lost more and more, each passing day I start to lose more control. Control over my identities, over reality, the voices in my head, my emotions. Dreams are starting to get more brutal and torturous. I may not show it, I may not speak it, but I'm no longer myself, never was and now never will be. I'm broken, corrupt and blind. Broken by trauma, corrupt and blind by rage, hate, wrath and the lust for blood and vengeance. All this affects my personal life. I can no longer pay attention to class without thinking of slitting someone's throat and then drinking their blood. My bloodthirst is getting worse and worse, if this continues, it won't be long before I immolate a mortal being just for fun. And it won't be Akuma doing so, no if this insanity continues I will be the one to perforate someone's soul with the blade of vengeance. Akuma may be the embodiment of pure rage. But me, I'm all in one, the rage, hate, wrath, depression, fear, trauma, bloodlust, lust for vengeance, I'm it all! Hence why I'm being hidden behind Mask, Hunter and Akuma, they're there to protect me and if you even dare think there's a chance to save me you're a fool. I'm too far gone.
15-04-2022
Klaas
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THE DARK ANGEL
Thơ caTHE DARK ANGEL Take a look into the mind of Hunter Bastiani. A troubled young man struggling with the horrors of mental illness. All that is written down are his or their thoughts... There are dark and depressive texts ahead, so be warned that viole...
