My brothers best friends

Chapter 13 sad songs, movies , and icecream

After Michael kissed me on the head he walked out and closed my door. I went looking for my computer around my room but remembered I completely broke it. I sighed and grabbed my cracked iPad I never used. I went to iTunes and turned on one of my favorite songs. Listen to you heart by D.H.T ( in the video above). I sat on my bed and listened to the sad song. I cried in my pillow. I just think how much u have been through my life. Parents hated me, Michael was on tour, I was bullied and had no friends except on girl, you'll never guess who it was. It was the girl who now bullies me. She turned her back on me and joined the bullies. Ever since she's bullied me. I sob and go to my bathroom. I look into the mirror disgusted. My mascara was running. I looked fatter. But my brother said I looked skinnier. I looked into my mirror cabinet for my enemy. I found it and it had dry blood at the tips. I remembered me and Michaels promise as the blade for closer to my skin. I couldn't let him down but I had to. I actually had to this time. I was 99% close to cutting my skin but I heard my bathroom door open. I didn't even bother to look up. I knew it was Michael.

Michael: what about our promise.

I sigh and tears beamed out the sides of my eyes.

Alicia: I'm sorry.

I choked out trying not to cry.

Michael: Alicia don't do this. I can't even imagine living a life without my baby sis bothering me and I just can't. Please don't go. Please just listen to me.

Michael started to cry. I dropped the blade and fell to my knees and sobbed. He ran over and hugged me.

Alicia: I'm sorry I'm a bad sister. I'm sorry I caused all of this.

Michael: Alicia you didn't cause anything. Don't say that. I love you. So do the guys.

Luke: yes, yes we do very much

Ashton and Calum: agreed

I looked up and gave them a small smile.

Michael: let's throw this thing away you won't be needing it anymore.

I nodded and he threw away the blade.

Michael: how about we watch mean girls and eat ice cream.

I nod and laugh.

Alicia: I'll be down stairs in a sec just let me get dressed in comfortable clothes.

They all nod and walk out. I close the door and walk to my closet. I grab a plain black right long sleeve shirt. I put that on and grab my smiley face sweatpants. I brush my hair and leave it down so my wavy curls are loose. I throw on some pink socks and run downstairs. I see the guys already watching the beginning of mean girls and they each have a tub of icecream.

Alicia: HEY YOU GUYS STARTED WITHOUT ME

Michael: sorry we couldn't wait

Alicia: it's fine

I laugh and in between Michael and Luke. Ahh Luke smells good. I mean uh crap I forgot about liking him. Stop Alicia pull it together. I lay my head on Michaels Lao and put my legs on Luke's lap. Michael plays with my hair and I start to get dizzy. I slowly saw little dots in the air. Oh geez side effect of medicine. I felt my self hit the ground and everything went black.