he'll never come across this but if he does, I'm sorry
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my first order of business in my 'diary' is getting a bunch of things off my chest.
so one summer night in 2022, I was bored. not just regular bored, like that fuck it I'm going to make a stupid decision bored. so I was curious about furries at the time, HEAR ME TF OUT BC I'M NOT A FURRY! I found a furry group chat and decided, uhhhh let's bully furries. My god.
SO! basically, I got in and went by emi. and had a wolf fursona. so, yeah. let's just say I didn't end up bullying them. so basically I just went in and talked to them like straight-up normal people and it wasn't all that bad, to be honest. I started going on there for most of my days of summer. so basically I started developing a massive crush on this one dude named Remus. Ha, now do you get why I named this chapter of my diary?
anyways, I told him and he said he wouldn't mind if we dated, so we did. we dated for about 2-3 weeks I believe. until i got my phone broken by my mom but anyways! i was called out for lying and bullying people on the low and then was treated like crap from then on.
i lie a lot. i will admit that. i lie about simple things i wish i wouldn't lie about but i do.
anyways. this is my first chapter of my diary., xoxo jules.
