My brothers best friends

Chapter 14:the cliff

"where am I? " I say confused its dark a room with nothing but a projector on " she's worthless Michael " said Calum. I reach for the handle but it's locked " Good thing we threw her away before it ruined our Career" said Michael "what's going on" I screamed luke unlocks the door and and "BAM"

I WAKE UP SCREAMING phew it was just a dream but I open my eyes to see Ashton rubbing my back why did luke smack me in my dream? Why wasn't Ashton there? What does it all mean? "Alicia are you alright " Ashton whispers " ash-Ashton I'm sorry I woke you up go back to bed I don't want to keep you up any longer" I say with tears rolling down my cheek " what are you talking about princess I was already awake I heard screaming and tears and had to make sure you were okay" he said calmly I hug him leaving wet stains on his shirt " sorry about that" i say wiping my tears away "are you serious tears dry sooner or later this is nothing"

"yea but I'm wasting your time"i say looking down "for you I have all the time in the world " he said and suddenly he was getting closer and our lips touched I felt sparks but I pull away after a few seconds " I sorry this isn't right Michael will kill us" I say worried " your right I shouldn't have we shouldn't have im sorry" he said scared

I laugh " um Ashton if you need me I'll be outside don't get worried if you think I went missing" I giggled "wait you giggle" "maybeeeee" I say with a big smile on my face we both giggle. " well I'll be back in an hour or so" I say looking at the time 7:00 am there's no way I'll go back to sleep. I grab my art bag and leave a thinking Ashton alone in my room.

I start walking away into the woods and walk further until I'm sure think I've walked 4 miles away from my house I sit at the edge of the cliff with my feet dangling with pebbles falling into the roaring waters if I jump I technically didn't brake Michael's promise but if I don't I will have to deal with the useless life I live and school starts tomorrow.

I take a scoot closer I should no one would care no one not even my parents well if they were alive I have no friends a brother that's not gonna be here anymore a month for now he'll be gone and so will the boys. I'll be alone again as always. I'm about to jump when....

Michaels POV
I heard footsteps leaving the house while seeing long wavy hair Alicia where is she going . I think of the places she could be going as I follow her. why is she going to the cliff were many suicides have happened she can't be she wouldn't. As she scoots closer and closer to the cliff I take a step closer to her hiding behind every tree until I notice she will fall as she was going to take one more I carry her home while this time she's not in tears but she not happy that a saved her "PUT ME DOWN MICHAEL I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS LET ME DIE" she screams at me as I put her down " NO I WONT. LET YOU" I say while tears are daring to leave my eyes "WHY NOT" she sounds weak "BECAUSE YOUR ALL I HAVE LEFT !!ALL I HAVE HOPE FOR AND GUESS WHAT I CANT CARRY YOU ANYMORE I CANT HIDE THIS ANYMORE" I scream as tears falling down my face and it starts to rain great

" LOOK AT YOU AND LOOK AT ME IVE ALWAYS BEEN THE OTHER KID LOOK AT MY WRIST ITS NOT SCARS FROM YEARS AGO ITS FROM HOURS AGO AND IT BRAKES ME THAT I HAVE TO WATCH YOU STRUGGLE" I scream and scream hopefully not waking the neighbor hood up.

She says nothing as I go back home and fall asleep not wanting to hear her bull shit she's mad at me because I saved her life.