sorry, i'm not sorry || hyungwon monsta x fanfic ||

22.

hyungwon pov:

something about the way she looked at me made my heart flutter. the way she absentmindedly moved to the music playing softly from the kitchen radio as she stirred the noddles in the pot that were not quite ready. how she sang along to the parts she did know.

how cute she looked in just my over sized sweater and socks, since we ditched her pants a couple of hours ago in bed. the way her dark hair always parted slightly off center and cascaded down her back, slightly messy due to being in bed. her eyes still puffy not as puffy as last night but still the reminder of the night before.

i couldn't help but stare at her. how in love i was with this woman that i called mine. how she let me see her in the most vulnerable ways she'd never show anyone else.

nari was the epitome of effortless beauty. 

"can i put in the entire packet," she asks cutting off my thoughts. as she continued to cook not looking up at me as she grabbed the foiled packet from the counter.

"yeah that's fine," i walked over and sat on a stool near the kitchen island.

she doesn't say anything in response turning around as she puts in the contents of the packet into the pot stirring it in carefully. "do you have cheese?"

i lean against the counter, "yeah there should be some in the fridge."

"do you want cheese in yours?"

i nod, "yeah that's fine."

she goes over to the fridge and looks through the top shelves. "i don't see it."

"check on the lower shelves."

she bent over looking though the bottom shelves. "no nothing."

i chuckle to myself watching as the sweater rises past her thighs. "it should be in there."

"i don't see it." it takes her a minute of silence and searching to realize what i was doing and she quickly shoots up pulling down the fabric of the sweater. turning to me red face she takes the item that she had on hand, which my luck was just some snack pack and threw it at me. "pervert!"

i dodged the package and laughed, "what?"

she crosses her arms across her chest showing clear annoyance with me, "there's probably not even cheese in here."

i get up and walk over to her, she looks up at me. i reach over and she places her hand on my chest to stop me as if i was leaning in for a kiss. i pull out the cheese package from the shelf and show it to her. "you must be blind." i tease.

she snatches the package from me and walks over muttering something under her breath.

"you keep calling me a pervert but who initiates things?" i ask her as i close the fridge.

her cheeks flush again, "i don't know what you're talking about."

i smile grabbing the bowls from the cabinet. "oh really do i need to mention what just happened in the bedroom?"

"that wasn't because of me," she mutters taking the pot to the table and places it down on the mat.

i laugh walking over and placing the bowls down, "who kissed who?"

"i kissed you but that doesn't mean i was initiating having sex," she blushes. "that's you."

"you took off my-" i try to chime in but she cuts me off placing her hand over my mouth.

nari's face was now very red as she was clearly embarrassed. "okay, okay, that was me." she was so very flustered. "i just never been like this before."