This is for my best friend. Go get him girl!
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Hey,
This is me. We're almost in 7th grade. Kind of hard to believe right? It seems like yesterday that I met you. Sitting alone. Playing minecraft. Hopelessly in love. It stung. I may not have realized it then but I do now. When you looked at me, with that small secret smile of yours. Brown eyes lit up with the happiness I so rarely see in you anymore. Sixth grade has gone by in a blur. Yet... I have all these memories. Introducing you to the girl that would soon become your first girlfriend of this year. Seeing you two fall in love. Encouraging you to follow your heart no matter how much it hurt me. I loved you. Watching as you were the prefect couple for two months. Catching her tears after a month. Standing up for her when you broke up with her because of peer pressure. Smiling through the pain when you two got back together. Talking her through the days after it was over for good. Listening to you as you told me what happened. Helping you talk her out of suicide multiple times. Feeling heartbreak when you asked out another girl. Finally confessing. I like you. I asked you out. It lasted two days. I'm sorry. You cared and I'm not used to that. Not in the way that you cared. But, despite all that, I still do, I still love you. I know I shouldn't. But I can't help it. I love you.
XOXO,
Me.
