I thought I couldn't love anymore
Turns out I can't, but not for the same reasons as before
I use everyone I ever meet
I can't find the perfect match
So after she died he thought he couldnt love anyone else, which is how you feel after you lose a loved one. He cant fall in love again because of what happened to her. Now he does what she did to him, he uses people. He cant find another perfect match.
Abuse those I love
While I ostracize the ones who love me
Back
He abused the one he loved by killing her. He uses and then abandons those who love him.
On the path of least resistance, I find myself salting the Earth
Every time that I miss you
I feel the way you hurt
The path of least resistance to what happened is acknowledging he was wrong. He cries over his mistake. Every time that he misses her, he cries, he cries enough to feel like she did. Suffocating, drowning.
And I don't deserve you
You deserve the world
Though it feels like we were built
From the same dirt
He feels he didnt deserve her, she was some popular pretty girl who everyone loved, he was just the loser that killed her. But at their roots, they were the same.
I hate to say it
But your sister was right
Don't trust English boys
With far too much free time
The girls sister probably warned her that Wilbur was unstable. That she could get hurt.
And I hate to say it
But your sister was right
I'm nothing but a problem
Leave you crying overnight
He was a problem that night that he killed her. He was a problem that left her crying and dead at the bottom of the river.
And I hate to say it
But your sister was right
I can't focus on the future only my short sight
He didnt think about the consequences of pushing her. It was impulse. He was angry and pushed her, which killed her.
I hate to say it
But your sister was right
I'm a wanker
Complete wanker
A fucking waste of time
Im ninety percent sure that wanker is British for loser. So basically she was popular, he was a loser. He was a waste of her time.
