On The Clock (Book 2)

Chapter 38: School Tomorrow

I closed my eyes, as it was that I felt like it had been very hard for me to sleep over the last few days. As I knew that tomorrow it was in fact going to be game time. And I knew that this was the most important one of the year, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I knew that this was in fact very important to a lot of the team, none the less. As it was that the team was actually very excited, and they were actually happy about playing ball with us all. As it was that it was in fact a very good, and a well bound team to play with, none the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have simply kind of got my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to close my eyes. In hopes that it was that I could in fact actually fall asleep, all at the exact same time too.
I knew that I saw the alarm clock that was right by my bed side. As it did in fact read that it was in fact 1:00 in the morning just now. As I kind of then did in fact just begin to start to breathe in quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden.
"Come on... This is important... I need sleep..." I said to my self, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to start to simply let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, at that. As I then began to start to get my mind and my focus off of every thing else.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to stare at the ceiling for just a little bit more time. Almost as if it was that I was ignoring as to just what it was that was going on. And as to just what it was that I had even told my self to do just now, at that.
That was when it was that I finally did in fact just seem to give up on fighting it all. As it was that it did in fact just seem to be, all at the exact same time too, all at once. That I then began to start to go right on ahead and just let out a bit of a rough sigh to my self.
This time I closed my eyes with the actual intent in being able to fall asleep, at that. As it was that the weariness of the last few days seemed to catch up to me, all at once. As I then began to fall asleep not all too much longer after all of that.

I woke up, as I saw that it was that I was not in my bed room. Some thing was not right, and I was not all too sure as to just what it just seemed to be. As every thing just seemed to be so foggy all around me just now.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to simply just stand there and stare at where I was at. That was when it was that I was just then forced to sit down on a very uncomfortable chair. As it was that I then began to start to realize as to where I was at.
I looked all around me, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I saw that there was an old school erase board not too far away. As I then began to start to speak to my self a little bit under my breathe, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Ugh... I'm in class... Did I really not sleep that good? How did I even get here?" I said to my self, still not all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on. As it was that I had no recollection of getting to this place, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to simply just stand there and stare at a room full of empty seats. As it was that I was not all too sure as to why no one else was with me in class. As it was that I kind of just seemed to tilt my head a little bit, all at the exact same time as well, at that.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to do as such a thing like that all of the sudden, all at once. That was when it was that I just then did in fact breathe in quite a bit to my self. As I then began to hear the familiar voice of my old English teacher, all at the exact same time too.
I turned my head right on over to where the lady was in fact at just now, at that. As she was clearly at her teachers desk, all at the exact same time too, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to begin to listen as to just what ever it was that she had to say just now.
"Silence! You may not speak in this class unless spoken too! Now! I'd assume you did not do your home work as said Trevor, and you haven't finished that Jane Austin novel I told you to finish last week!" The old lady did in fact say to me, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I then began to start to realize as to just what it was that she had said to me. As it was that it had in fact just completely seemed to have slipped my mind. As it was that my thoughts had simply been too focused on basketball, none the less.
I felt a bit bad about it, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to dip my head a little bit low to the ground, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I knew that I was not doing too great in my classes as of lately, none the less, at that.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to stare at the strange looking desk that was below me. That was when it was that I just then did in fact begin to speak back to my teacher. As I knew that she was listening as to just what it was that I felt like I must even say to her just now.
"I'm sorry... I'm just so caught up in a lot of things right now..." I said back to my teacher, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could. As it was that I knew that the lady always seemed to come after me as to just how school was more important than basketball.
I kind of felt like it was bull shit, but I could not really do any thing to go against my superior. As it was that I did in fact just seem to stand there and stare for a bit more time. As I got my mind and my focus off of the rest of every thing else.
It seemed like the teacher did not care as to just what it was that I had even said what so ever. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to hear her let out a little bit of an evil scoff all of the sudden. As it was that it was quite a bit strange as to just the way that she had done as such a thing like that.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to simply stand there and stare at the ground for a little bit more time. That was when it was that I then began to hear her voice, all at the exact same time too. As I just then began to start to listen as to just what ever it was that she felt like she must say just now, all at once.
"Oh... After I'm done with you... You want be playing any more basketball..." She said to me, all at the exact same time too. As it was that her voice did in fact just seem to sound demonic at the end, at that. As she just then did in fact just seem to begin to turn in to the voice of a man.
Not only was it a man, but it was in fact a familiar man, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to lift my head up all of the sudden. As I then began to look right at just what it was that was even going on.
I then began to see that the man that I had heard. Was in fact now standing at the desk, which was no longer a desk as I began to realize. As I realized that we were in fact at that same basketball park that one day. As this was the same man that had in fact pulled a gun out on Xavier too.
I kind of shivered, as the man did in fact just seem to come closer to me with the same smile on his face. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to speak to him. As I hoped that I could reason with him, all at the exact same time as well.
As it was that I had began to have done as such a thing like that. It seemed like he did in fact not care as to just what it was that I was saying. As I was not all too sure if he was listening to me at all, as I continued to speak to him of course, at that.
"Please man... I didn't want this... This was Xavier... I just wanted to play some ball..." He said, as it was that I was in fact putting the blame on Xavier. Which I did in fact kind of feel a little bit bad about, none the less. Even though I knew that it was in fact his fault that we were in this situation.
As soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared at the man for a little bit more time. I just then did in fact just seem to blink my eyes a few times. As it was that I then began to realize that the man was no longer there.
But in stead, there was a bit of a shorter lady, all at the exact same time too. As it was that she did in fact just seem to have a stern look on her face. As she just then began to start to speak right back on over towards me, all at the exact same time too.
I was quite a bit shocked as it was that I stared at the old lady for a bit more time, at that. As she then did in fact just seem to simply just go right on ahead. And I then began to start to listen as to just what it was that the old lady felt like she must say to me in the very first place any ways.
"Oh Trevor... When will you grow up and take responsibility for your own actions?!" She said to me, as she did in fact just seem to have quite a bit of a smirk on her face. As it was that I just then began to start to realize as to just who it was that the old lady was, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to continue to stand there and stare for a bit more time. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to feel a bit sad. As it was that I then did in fact begin to start to speak right back to the old lady, all at the exact same time too.
She did in fact just seem to still stare at me with the same smile that she had on her face. As it was the same usual one that she always had on her face when she used to look at me. As it was that I knew that she was listening as to just what it was that I felt like I had to say to her just now.
"I... Grandma... It wasn't my fault... I didn't want to get in to any gang stuff... This is not who I want to be..." I said to her, all at the exact same time too. As it was that it seemed almost like in my head, all at once. That I was doing exactly what it was that she had told me it was that I always did.
I kind of felt bad, but I also kind of felt like it really was not at all my fault, all at once. As it was that I knew that I was not the one that had agreed to that kind of stuff, all at the exact same time too, none the less. As it was that I just seemed to kind of breathe in a bit of a rough sigh to my self.
As it was that I seemed to stare at my grandma for a little bit more time, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just then did in fact seem to see an angry look on my grandma's face, at that. As she just then did in fact just seem to start to speak back to me in the same bit of an evil voice that I had heard earlier.
As it was that I kind of just seemed to shiver quite a bit, as it was that I realized it was the case. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to simply just stare at her wide my eyes wide. As I did in fact begin to listen as to just what ever it was that she felt like she must say to me just now.
"No! It's because of you that I died that night! It's your fault!" She said to me, all at the exact same time too. As her face then did in fact just seem to start to turn to a dark color. As it was that I jumped back quite a bit surprised as to just what it was that she had even said, all at once.
As it was that I felt like I was not all too sure as to just how it was that I should react to what she had said to me. As it was that I also kind of felt like she was in fact right with what she had said to me, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to freak out, none the less.
As it was that I seemed to simply just stare at the ground, all at the exact same time too. As I dared not stare back at my grandma, all at once. As I then did in fact just seem to start to begin to speak back to her, all at the exact same time too.
I was not sure if it was that she was in fact still paying attention to me. Or if it was that she really wanted to hear another one of my excuses. As it was that I just continued to speak to her, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that.
"I am sorry... I just wanted to play basketball... I didn't know what was going to happen..." I said to my grandma, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I just simply did my best to try to continue to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could.
As I seemed to stare down at the ground for just a little bit more time, all at once. As I then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too. I then began to start to lift my head up, all at the exact same time as well.
This time, I saw that I was on the side of a road. And I saw that the head of my grandma was stopped low to the ground, as she was hanging out the side of a car window, covered in blood. As she did in fact not look at me this time, all at the exact same time too.
As I seemed to stare at my grandma, feeling sick as to just what she looked like just now. I then began to start to hear a bit of her muffled voice, all at the exact same time too. As she then did in fact just seem to start to continue to hear her speak right back on over towards me, at that.
"No... You got me killed... It was your fault! All of it! You're wasting time on basketball you midget! You're a murder! A damn murder!" She said, as her voice did in fact begin to start to get more and more scary the more and more that she seemed to say, all at the exact same time too.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could do just now. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to speak right back to my grandma, all at once. Still not too sure as to just what it was that was even going on just now.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to stand there and stare for just a little bit more time. I then did in fact just seem to breathe in quite a bit to my self, all at once. As all that it was that I felt like I could in fact simply just say back to my grandma was a few words.
"I'm sorry mama... I'm sorry... I'm so so sorry mama..." I said to my self, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even doing just now, all at once. As I then did in fact just seem to feel bad as to just what it was that I had even said.
I knew that what it was that I had said, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that. That it was all true, and that it was all my fault as to what had happened. As it was that it had been some thing that had haunted me for quite some time, all at the exact same time too.
As much as it was that I did in fact not mean to do as such a thing like that, all at once. I did in fact just seem to start to continue to yell the same words that I had yelled before. As I could not really control as to just what it was that was even going on just now.