Darkness covers the land. It's the second day of the end. Yes hi I'm Derek and I have survived the rapture. Nothing to be proud of though, the righteous are taken up into heaven and the scum of the earth are left behind to suffer. I guess I'm scum... God has lost hope in us. Why have you forsaken me? I did everything right. It was not supposed to end this way. I went to church every week, I did charity, I prayed everyday so why am I here God? Why have you forsaken me? Am I not good enough? You leave me among these sinners to suffer! Why? There is no light here only darkness and I can constantly hear someone screaming outside. Being killed by the creatures that now freely walk the earth. For when the second one blew his trumpet it opened the abyss. I sit at home. Waiting for this to be over. But who am I kidding? It is over and I have been forsaken, left behind and forgotten. Left for dead in the worst place in the universe. Earth. I do not know what to do so I'm writing this hoping that someone will find this note and know that they were not alone. It's too late to repent anyway. So don't bother. There is a constant pounding at my front door. The creatures want in but I know better than to trust a demon. Death would be freeing though.... Going to church doesn't matter if you don't have faith. I guess that's where I went wrong. I went to church cause my family did. It validated my ego. Now I know where my ego has gotten me to. There's no use praying even though God can hear us he won't do anything. It's over. According to him we don't exist anymore. The demons outside are getting louder. I'm going out to die as soon as I finish this. If you're reading this I'm gone and you've been lucky enough to survive. Like me you're scum. But it's not over till it's over. Find other people look for a settlement. Help is out there.
Goodbye.
Derek.
