The razor is sharp
But sharper is the pain
Cutting my heart
Than the one hurting my skin
The night is dark and cold
But darker is my life
They will say I am crazy
But no one will ever feel
Like I did the first time
Life threw a hit at me
I have no words
I have no feelings
And I don't want to say goodbye
To people who never cared
I will be judged
They will ruin the memory of me
But I dont care
There was nothing left anyway
Should i write sorry
On a blank paper?
No, I won't mean it
And it will be forgotten with time
They will cry
At the sight of my lifeless body
But they are only liars
They will never hurt for me
They only hurt me
I only felt the pain
And now .... now I feel freedom
With each blood drop
Come more and more
I'm watching it go
I'm watching my life go
And I smile
It will all end soon
It will all go away
And I will for once be happy
They will blame my friends
But my friends will never know
They were the ones
Turning their backs on me after all
They will blame me for being stupid
But I never was
They never really knew me
And the funny thing is
They will never blame themselves
They will never see
What was, that pushed me that far
But I keep smiling
I keep smiling trough tears
