12:00 AM
G: Why are u still awake???
B: Tell me you can't sleep too.
G: You know what,I think dapat nating pag-usapan ito. I think...
B is typing...
B: I'm sorry,di ko naman ginusto umabot sa ganito. You were a good friend of mine and you still are. Sorry,nahihirapan kasi ako.
G: You know that it's wrong,right? It is all wrong. Ano ba talaga ako sayo?
B: I told you earlier,you are my friend. Natatakot ako. Sobra. Hindi mo alam ang nararamdaman ko. I can lose anytime dahil sa lintek na feelings na to.
G: Sa tingin mo ba hindi ako nawawala sayo sa kinikilos mo? FUCK!! How can you do that? Ignore me for a couple of days and act like nothing is going wrong right now!!
B is typing...
G: Mahirap rin sakin ito. I'm considering you as one of my close friends. Sorry but di ko rin naman sinasadya na mahulog sayo.
B: Tangina!! Huwag mong sabihin yan pls. You're just making hard for me. I'm apparently dazed and confused right now... Clearly don't know what to do.
G: We have to do what is right. Alam nating dalawa ang tama. We're not kids anymore.
B: I LIKE YOU! I LIKE YOU OKAY? I know this is all wrong but for me,it all seems right. You're my comfort zone and my safe haven.
G: Yun na nga eh! Dyan tayo nagkatalo. Nasanay ka na laging ako ang nilalapitan mo. Yun lang naman yun. You don't really like me in a romantic way.. you just need someone na makikinig sa mga hinaing mo sa buhay mo. Guess what? I'm fed up! I'm so fed up with all of these!!
B: What should I do? I can't leave her. 3 years na kami.
G: Di mo kailangan isampal sakin yan.
B: Please don't get mad at me. Since the first time that I have a random conversation with you,alam kong magiging parte ka ng buhay ko. Maybe hindi pa tayo nagkikita in person but trust me. Mahal na ata kita.
G: You know what??? That's bullshit. May girlfriend ka! Alam mong mali yan pero di mo inagapan.
B is typing...
G: I'm not here just to be your option. I want to clarify that.
B: What should I do then?? Anong gusto mong gawin ko. Di ko kayang mamili sa inyo. I'm hoping na sana di iyon ang gusto mong gawin ko.
G: Fuck you!! Anong tingin mo sa akin? Ganun ako kadesperada? Maybe I like you but nasa tamang pag-iisip pa ako!
B: I'm sorry but maybe ang dapat nating gawin ay bumalik nalang sa dati.
G: What? Are you fucking kidding me? You are so insensitive sa tingin mo ba after neto ganun pa rin ang tingin ko sayo? Di ko alam na ganyan ka pala mag-isip.
B: Listen to me,I know ayun lang ang paraan para maitama ang lahat ng ito.
G: That's impossible. Gusto mo bang mabaliw ako ka-aasa sayo? Kasi eventually ayun rin ang mangyayari.
G is typing...
G: Parang pagkatapos mong sabihan ako ng ' I love you" nagyayaya ka ng friendship. Don't kmow what's wrong with you!!!
B: Eh ano nga ang dapat gawin?
G: I think... You need space. We both need space. I value our friendship. Alam mo yan. But masyado ng complicated ang mga bagay. Ayokong masira yun ng dahil lang dito.
B: You think so?? You're important to me.
G: I know that but masyado ng magulo. You like me but may girlfriend ka. I don't deserve this. I won't settle for anything less.
B: I'm sorry but.. Yes,I like you but I think I can't give my all to you. Yes,you're right,I have a girlfriend and you don't deserve this. You deserve the best and I'm not best for you.
G: Why does it feel like you'rr breaking up with me? HAHAHAHA You're funny,we're not even together.
B: How can you laugh at our situation?
G: I'm just making it easy for the both of us. We both deserve this.
B: Yes,malay natin. In the near future in the end..
G: Don't give me false hopes. I'll unfriend you in facebook and unfollow you in instagram and twitter. So it would be easy for the both of us.
B: So I think,hanggang dito nalang muna tayo..
G: Probably,yes. It's true there is no beautiful goodbye. I wonder kung bakit gumawa yung Maroon 5 ng ganung kanta. HAHAHAHA
B: Maybe kasi meron talaga nun. Baliw ka Hahahaha. O sige,thanks for giving me space. I appreciate that. Goodbye,Gabrielle.
G: Goodbye,Kevin.
✅Sent
12:51 AM and I'm BROKEN.
