Luke's P.O.V
"Nice to meet you too" I say and she smiles.
The most beautiful smile I've ever seen. She's beautiful.
"Hey mate why don't you get the ladies a shot? Jane told me they're up for a lot today" Calum says clapping my shoulder.
"Yeah sure I'll get 3 for everyone?"
"Nah leave me out I'll have to get these two home" Jane says chuckling.
"Yeah same I'm not really up for drinking" Ashton added.
I left with Michael following.
"Damn those girls are hot" he said.
"She's beautiful"
"Yeah your eyes where all over her the whole time! And so were hers I mean you could totally bang her tonight!"
"I don't know"
"Why not fuck a hot girl when you have the opportunity hemmo grow some balls" Michael smirks and gets the vodka bottle.
"What if I banged her I wouldn't see her again after would I?" I take out the shot glasses.
"Well if you suck she's gonna run but.." He smirks.
"Michael I'm being serious!"
"Well if you talk to her now maybe she'll call you after i don't know"
"I don't want her to be a one nights stand"
"Make her your groupie then"
"I'm not gonna make her my groupie Michael! I'm not that kind of person and besides I don't think she knows our band" I say.
"Well then make her remember us" Michael winks at me and leaves.
Avery's P.O.V
"You should totally fuck him" Jane says as Luke and Michael left to get the shots.
"What? Who?"
"Luke obviously you couldn't keep your eyes off him and neither did he so I think you're sucking dick tonight" she smirked.
"I wasn't planning on fucking some random guy!" I defend myself it wouldn't be right. I have a boyfriend.
"It's not a random guy it's Luke I know him he's totally fuckable"
"Well I have a boyfriend"
"Who that Jake guy? Yeah right because he treats you like a princess!"
"I don't want to argue about this now I'm here to enjoy myself and not I talk about my ass of boyfriend!" I snap and go inside.
"Avery where are you going?" Ally shouts after me.
"Dance" I shout back.
After a few minutes I was already fully drunk and I decided to go find Ally and Jane to dance as someone crashed into me.
"I am so sorry oh my god" it was Luke.
"Ew ew ew" I whine.
"I'm so sorry seriously you can borrow a shirt? I can help you clean it?" He looks so hot.
I just giggle and fall into his arms like the drunk me I am.
"It's alright you know it's just vodka I like vodka" I giggle a little more.
"I'm sorry really" he laughs.
"It's alright really I mean you're hot and stuff"
"Thanks I guess" he laughs and looks at me.
"I didn't really say that did I" wow I'm really good at embarrassing myself.
"You did I don't mind though"
"I'm sorry"
"Don't be you're very hot yourself so"
"We should make out then"
"Should we?"
"Yeah because I think you're hot and you think I'm hot so we should dance and make out" I state and drag him over to the dance area.
After a few minutes of me swinging my hips I wrap my arms around Luke's neck and his hands find his way to the small of my back.
"You know" I state "you're a pretty good dancer" I take a shot glass from a guy that just walked by.
He chuckles "oh really?"
"Yeah" I empty the glass in a second "in fact no guy I ever danced with danced as good as you do"
"Well I guess it's because you're really dancery" he says
I giggle "I don't get what you mean if you haven't noticed I'm so drunk you have to talk more in detail" I rest my head on his chest.
"You want to sit down?"
"If you come sit with me and we get some more drinks" I smirk
He chuckles taking off to get drinks.
"Avery you're totally drunk I think we need to leave" Ally walks over to me.
"No I'm not leaving Luke is getting us drinks right now!" I complain.
"Seriously Avery you're already drunk like shit and you want to drink even more?"
"Yeah because my life is shit and I need to forget it okay! You don't get it Ally I know you have parents and a sister who care about you! You have a boyfriend that treats you nice! You go to collage you're the best in every class! You don't get it what it feels like to be me! You have a perfect life and you better appreciate it because I have nothing! I have a dad who left I have a mom who doesn't give two shits about me and a brother who's on the other side of the world trying to get a life. You know I wished I went with him to England when I had the chance to. I'm sick of going to school I'm sick of coming home I'm sick of everything so just let me drink as much as I can because I need to take a break! I need to take a break from life!" I scream.
"Avery stop screaming! You can't just drink yourself into a coma!"
"Why not? Who would care? No one would care if I died no one! I'm not important in this world!"
"What's going on?" Luke walks up behind me and puts his arm around my shoulder.
"Nothing Ally just told me she's leaving now" I say sending a glare at her.
"Yeah I was just leaving. You're the one to take care of her now. Bring her home or something or let her stay here until she's able to leave on her own" she says to Luke and walks away.
"What was that about?" He asks.
"I don't know guess she's just a bit pissed just drop it" I say and turn around so we're chest to chest.
He hands me a beer and takes my hand and drags me over to the couch. He pulls me on his lap and I rest my head on his chest.
"Are you gonna stay the night?" He suddenly asks.
"Will you let me stay the night?" I ask back.
"I'm sure as hell not gonna let you leave" he chuckles.
I looked into his eyes. Earlier today they were a light and bright shade of blue. They have now faded but still are beautiful. I don't know why but in that moment I felt extremely brave so I just placed my lips on his.
"Oh my god I'm so sorry" i pull away as I realise what I've just done.
"It's fine" he smirks. "Actually it's more than fine" with that he kissed me again.
I don't know what but something about Luke makes me feel like home. And even though I just met him today I feel like I've known him for years
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FanficWake up. Go to Collage. Come home. Get beaten up. Crying. Going to sleep. Repeat. That's what Avery's life has been like for the last year. It's sad that in a world like ours a 19 year old wants to die. Avery is more dead than alive until that one n...