ENTANGLE ( Bachelors Series # 1) ✔️

79. Dangerous men

Evelyn

I looked at the car disappearing in the dark night.
"Let's go inside..." Amelia said. I followed her inside the house. She sat down on the sofa and i sat right in front of her.

Mom and Dad went to some party and Athena also went on a date with Andrew which means only i and Amelia are alone in this mansion. The house is pretty empty according to me.

"What should I order for dinner?" She asks
"Let's eat Chinese " i suggested. She nodded her head in yes and started scrolling her phone.

I don't know why but today i feel sad no i actually feel empty from my inside. Like a part of me is lost and i need to find that part.

I looked at Amelia who had a constant smile on her face. Her face is glowing due to the pregnancy. For the first time in my life i felt jealous of my own sisters.

I can't believe it. What's wrong with me? I don't want to be jealous of their happiness but i can't help it. I am not jealous because they are looking beautiful or they are happy. I am jealous because they have something that i can never have.

They have love in there life.

It's Just matter of few months and then Amelia will have her baby in her arms. The one who will love unconditionally. She will never be left alone because she will have her baby's company for the rest of her life.

After lots of hardships and misunderstandings finally Athena and Andrew found their happy ending. I am happy for Athena. She is really happy and she has a real smile on her face. Not the fake smile that she gives us to assure us that she is fine.

They have someone in their life while I am alone. I have no one to love me. It's not that family doesn't love. Of course they love me a lot. My siblings will do anything for my happiness. They will always stand by my side. But one day i will be left alone. Because they will be have their own family to take care. And maybe at that time i will feel the loneliness.

I also want someone to love me unconditionally. Someone who will always love no matter how hard i am to deal at that time.

But right now, all of that is nothing but a mere dream, an illusion.

I can never be loved. There is no one in this world who will love me. Because I am broken beyond repair. And most importantly I don't believe in love anymore. Love is just an illusion. A beautiful dream that will break once you wake up from your sleep.

"Evelyn!!" All of sudden Amelia yelled my name.
"You didn't heard what I was saying. Did you?" She asks

Was she saying anything

"Sorry i didn't...." she sighed and said
"What happened Eve? Why are behaving so weird"
"It's nothing. I am just stressed about work" i said with a smile. I hope she believes me.
"It's ok everything will be fine" she said.

"Anyways what were you saying?" I asked
"Ohh? I was saying have you made any plan to celebrate Athena's birthday which is next week" she replied.
"Yes....i have booked a private area in a fancy restaurant. We will order her favourite dishes, a bottle expensive wines and then maybe cut the cake" i said.

She looked at me like i came from some other planet
"What? You didn't like the plan" i asked. She rolled her eyes and said
"Seriously, this is your plan to celebrate her birthday. I was thinking about a party"

"Party?" I couldn't help but laughing at her words
"What is she a 5 years kid?" I asked
"Oh really? In which book it's written that grown up people can't have a birthday party " she said angrily.
"I didn't meant that way...." i said.