I've finally found peace with my religious trauma. I'm really going to go by what Taylor Swift said, "There will be no further explanation. There will just be reputation." I used to feel so self-conscious from the amount of Christians online oversexualzing gay people. They can call me whatever they want because I know deep in my heart who I am, and God knows too. Besides that, I haven't had the energy to write because I have been really sad. I was actually diagnosed with seasonal depression two weeks ago. However, my desire to die has nothing to do with that because I actually do want to die. But I can't do it now. I'll do it in 2-4 years from now, but it's going to be hard to stay alive that long. Just today at work, I wanted to walk out and find a place to jump off from. It's whatever.
- November 14, 2022
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Dance Through Trauma
No FicciónA diary of an autistic young adult who suffers from PTSD as a result of school bullying. Read about my deep inner thoughts from my conscious and subconscious, and how I am dealing with PTSD as an autistic person. (Book will be finished in a few year...
