HIRAETH

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Everything began unknowly. Just you, me, luna and feeling of hiraeth were coping with silent environment. Nothing lasts forever, but memories last longer than i considered. Feeling nothing but at the same time everything. You don't understand yourself and one thing that seems to be solution roles down your face, without realizing how every glance to the person who mingles all emotions within you looses all thoughts that once was forgotten. Nothing is vital, after you realize the meaning of reality.

The pleasant, different smell of snow seemed to calm the mind. Two bodies were seen walking through the snow.
It's eleven minutes to eleven again. They sat on the opposite side of the tree and started their daily routine. The rustling of the sheet of papers soon ended and they handed it to each other.

"Jonghyun this part seems more painful today"

"Definitely" boy laughed pitifully. The pain reflected on the paper was slowly becoming more terrifying to see. It is difficult when you know that soon everything will be covered by a black curtain.

"Its getting colder, let's head in ward first" Because of cold, blood vessels were not supplied with a large amount of blood which was soon noticeable on the body of a girl standing in the snow. The nose could no longer stand the cold and turned red. Another obstacles caused by winter.
As soon as they entered the door, both of their bodies were filled with the familiar smell of medicine. Again the white walls filled the vision. The deafening siren sounded again. The heart of one of them was still beating fast as she leaned on the boy. Again, that sharp, cruel sensation hit her knees and could not stand up.

35 minutes

Walking doctors and the sound of screams throughout the corridor. Can't understand what's happening. Only going instinctively on the way, where blood leaves a trail. 

28 minutes and the boy was confused. No expressions. No words. No feelings. Going back and forth, but it's not even calming him a little bit.

22 minutes

A thousand messages sent to the other hospitals about the emergency request of the heart.

16 minutes

No reply back. No donors. Nobody who they can rely on.

9 minutes

The decision of the boy was still valid. He was staring through the window at his only friend connected to the machine. Tears. Losing everything. There's nothing he could count on. Loneliness. Isolation. Heartache.

5 minute

There is no turning back. Patient was admitted to operation and soon lost consciousness.

1 minute

A sudden decision and soon the heart of a friend was moved in another's body.

Everything ended well. However, one happiness is followed by another misfortune. They say not to be pessimistic, but life never gives you any chance to fully recover from this world.

She touched her chest, as there was beating different heart slowly and peacefully. Empty heart but warm at the same time. It lost direction but found restful place.

The letter is still fluttering in girl's hand. What can i do now? That's all she was thinking about. The promise was broken that two of them had made. She was the only one who made to charry blossom. The flowers are falling, but this time there is only one body sitting at the bottom of the tree. The paper flutters in her hand and she reads the last words unknown number of times.

Someone please help me I'm exhausted from this world. This is the last snow words that boy had written. Who would knew after this many years being in hospital, one's heart would be beating in other lassitude person's chest. 

Life is short and enjoy every minute of it. It's been almost 5 years. People are cruel but try to change it. Everything's possible. Your one word maybe become other persons life aim.

Giving you all good energies(⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ*⁠.⁠✧