Sam, Castiel and Dean sat in a horseshoe formation before you. They had two other hunters with them, who stood behind them. You discussed where you were going to sleep, because you all couldn't fit in one bed. You stood up and remembered there were two beds in another room, and told the two hunters they could take that room. "There is another room downstairs, and the bed is big enough for two." You said calmly. "So one of you can join me, and the other can take this bed." You pointed at the bed. Both Castiel and Dean were on their feet. Dean cleared his throat. "Cas, you take it." Sam chuckled, while Castiel nodded.
You were lying beside Castiel trying to sleep, but you had a bad feeling that you wouldn't like the dream so you did your best to stay awake. "Are you ok y/n?" Castiel whispered. He turned around and looked at you. The room was dark, but you could still see his eyes sparkle. "I'm fine Cas, it's just that I have this bad feeling." You started. Suddenly you felt his hand cup your cheek. "I'm here, y/n. Don't worry, nothing is going to happen." You've never had feelings for Castiel. He was more like a brother to you. You smiled at him, and kissed his cheek. "Thank you, Cas. It means alot to me." You said yawning, and took you sleeping pills.
Crowley smirked, and stroked your hair behind your ear. He followed your jawline with his hand and held his thumb at your chin. His eyes were blank. You felt a bit sad, and didn't know why. You were both in the middle of a war with Abaddon. All of a sudden she turned up from nowhere. "I told you that you would lose one day, Crowley." Your heart sank inside your chest. You turned around, facing Abaddon. "And what do we have here? A human?" She laughed a mean laughter. "That human you are talking about, actually have a name." Crowley had a strict expression on his face. Abaddon snapped her fingers and the table standing behind Crowley exploded, forcing Crowley to fall to the ground. He grabbed your arm in the fall, and you ended up lying on top of him. You could see one of the planks penetrating his chest. You were lucky enough to avoid getting impaled by it yourself. Crowley stroked your cheek. Tears run down you face, as you looked Crowley in his eyes. "Hush, Love. Don't cry. We'll meet again." He said with a whisper. You kissed his cheek, and stood up, watching Crowley slowly fading away.
You "woke" from your dream, to see Castiel standing by the window in the room you were sleeping in.He turned around, and your could see that there was something wrong. "What is it, Cas?" You asked, while you sat up. "y/n.. Sam... He's in the hospital." Your eyes watered. "Take me to him." Castiel looked down. Sam was like the big brother you'd never had. You stood up, and grabbed Castiel's arm, squeezing it hard. "Cas! Do you hear me? I need to go!" He nodded, and zapped you to the hospital.
You were standing in one of the halls. You ran to the door in front of you. On the other side you could see Sam standing with his head and arm bandaged. You went through the door and walked straight up to him. "For crying out loud, Sam! What happened?!" You hit him carefully in his shoulder, and he smiled. "Just an accident. Nothing to worry about, y/n".
You sat outside waiting for Dean to show up, when suddenly Sam cupped your cheeks and looked you into your eyes. "I've never said this to you, but your eyes are beautiful y/n. Your y/e/c eyes are so deep, it looks like you hide a galaxy." He smiled, and you blushed a little bit. He leaned forward, and closed his eyes. You leaned a bit backwards, because this was strange for you. Sam came closer, and you didn't know what to do. You thought he was beautiful and all, but could you really do this? You had no time to give it a thought, as Sam pressed his lips passionate against yours. You kissed him back, and moved your hand from your lap to his hair. Sam smiled, and continued to kiss you. Is this wrong? No... You thought to yourself.
"y/n!"Castiel's voice filled your ears as you suddenly woke up from the dream you had. You found yourself embracing Castiel. "I appreciate your feelings for me, y/n." He said smiling, and you could feel your cheeks burning up. "What did I do?" You asked silent. He giggled and laid one of his arms around you. "You kissed me." He said. "Oh.. I'm so sorry, Cas. I was dreaming and I... I don't know what got over me." He shook his head. "No need to apologize y/n." You know I feel the same for you. He pushed you closer, and kissed you. His lips were soft and warm, but you could tell that he hadn't kissed many people before. Not that it was a bad thing. The kiss got more intense, and you were both breathing heavily. Your hands ran down his flawless chest and stomach. After a while he stopped you. "y/n... I haven't done this before.. This I am sure you already know.. I mean, my vessel..." "I know, Cas.. I know. Just lay back and enjoy it." You said. He smiled a wry smile.
You woke the next morning, the sun was shining in your face. You turned around, only to find out that Castiel was gone. You sat up, and got dressed. The alarm clock was flashing 6:30 am. You sighed and went upstairs. Dean were sitting in front of the fireplace in the couch. "Where's Cas?" You asked whilst sitting down beside Dean. "I don't know. Maybe he went out for some snack or something." His eyes were gazing at the flames. "Did you sleep well?" He looked at you with warm, kind eyes. You looked at your feet. "Not really. I had so many dreams, that I don't even know if this is a dream." You answered. He laid his hand on you thigh. "Does it feel like a dream?" He smirked. "Yes..." you answered truthfully. He leaned forward and kissed your cheek. You blushed. "What about now?" He whispered in your ear. The chills run down your spine. This is definitely not a dream! Your heart pounded. "No." you whispered and bit your lip. He blinked and gave you a cheesy smile. You smiled back at him, and leaned back in the couch feeling the heat from the fireplace cherish your face.
