Mommmy mommy!i shouted,but seemed like my mom cant hear me,she never look back"i feel the tear drop flowing in my face,oh i was crying...it dont stop even im wiping it...until i realize,i was just dreaming.what a night mare for me..oh were here,my uncle said,:until i come room which they choose for me.nice and presentable,not a modernize house but it feels not like screaming..i opened the window and take a deep breath ohh i cant go back sleep,while in my sight seeing outside,i saw shadow in front window.i dont know if its only one of my imagination,now i feel scream,i immediately close the window,and laydown in bed they prepared for me...hmmmmm ohh my god!its already 9 in the morning...why my uncle not wake me up,i get up and go bathing,and prepared my self,a bit excited to see how it look outside,suddenly i hear a knock outside door,i opened it without hesitation .....oh my god!i shout..that person look screaming,then i remember the shadow i see lastnight,gosh where i am?...my uncle,hear me maybe,thats why come...ohh what happened?he smiled...hey dear dont be scared..his named is nathan,dont worry he is nice,my uncle taught me about not judging through the looks and what we just see outside,what important most is whats inside,of heart.now im smilling too,and asking apologize to nathan,that moment i saw his smile...and realize he is so cute when smilling...,nathan show and guide me in dining area,where im about to eat my breakfast,i first time taste the fresh milk of the cow,hmm its a new feeling for me,but i am now presentable with nathan,i feel friendship with him,because my uncle busy in church..nathan is my guide,we go out and i see how breath taking the lipantu was,its a kankanai tribe place,part of mountain province,one of the provinces of cordilliera,i meet a lot of good people there,im so happy being with them,we dance a tribal dance,oh how i love it very much..i just teach kids a little çHôRëôgRâþHý.... because those kids have really the potential on dancing,they are very talented..until its done,they perfect the steps.well i have this faith that they will win,it because my time here is just a short of time,we practice more the whole days...in here i forgot hatred cause of dad denying about mom,for a while my mind stop thinking,im so tired the whole day,thats why when we go back at that house.i directly go to room and sleep,so tired.... oh again,wake up late,its sunday i need to attend the mass,i want to listen my uncle god word of wisdom,before going on our dance practice. After fresh up,i slowly and silently walking at the comedor.. in a hallway i saw nathan sitting beside,i smile at him...hey nathan,good morning..oh he smile again shyly..ohh what a smile!he is really cute the way it is..."what are you doing here nathan?he said he really wait for me...i give my left hands to him to let him hold my hand,we walk together..until reach church .we sit in front silence..and now this is my first time hearing my uncle speech,im too much touch and feeling more inspired with his story. It deeply mark my heart.its about mother therese story..i feel like i want to follow her footstep and at this moment i decided to be a nun someday...yesss to be a mother of every childrens who needs care and love,those street childrens,i wanna help them..
