TEACH ME PROFESSOR [Elizabeth Olsen]

Chapter 45 - Consequences

Y/N'S POV

I feel the cold wind caressing my skin violently until to penetrate to my bones while the alcohol burns in my chest.

I don't know where i am, i don't know what time it is and i don't know where i'm going.
It's all so dark and confused around me, the lines of the road intertwine in my gaze, my head is spinning and my eyes are heavy, i want to rest them, just for a few seconds.

With a little clarity that i've left, i realize that my home is too far away and i'm so tired that i don't know if i would get there safely.
So i decide to pull the phone out of my pocket and call Hailee who lives much closer to where i think i'm now.
Meanwhile all i do is think about Lizzie, my head only thinks about her, about what i told her and i don't know how to behave with her anymore, it becomes more difficult every day but above all unbearable to have to stay away from her.
"Hey y/n, what are you doing up?" Hailee answers on the other side of the phone.
"Heyyyy sorry Lee, did i wake you up?"
"No, don't worry, but where are you? There's a lot of noise" she asks
"Ohhhhh uhm i'm driving" i say slurring
"Sweetheart...how many times have i told you not to use the phone while driving? It's dangerous you know"
"Ohhh don't worry hun"
"Y/n are you drunk?" she asks
"What? Me? Pffffff of course not" i giggle
"Jesus Y/n..." she sighs
"Ok listen me, stop driving now and stop somewhere, i'll come to get you" she adds seriously
"Oh come on Lee, i'm fine" i tell her a bit annoyed
"Please sweetie, do it for me" she insists so i decide to listen her.
"Fine..."
"Thank you, i'm getting in the car now, send me the location and stay on the call with me so i'm sure you're safe until i get there" she says on the other side of the phone.

I stop in a lay-by on the side of the road and do as she tells me while i wait for her.
"Y/n?"
"Yup?"
"May i ask why you've been drinking?" she asks me fearful of my answer
"Uhm...Cas and i went to a party and i think i lost control a bit" i say giggle like an idiot and looking at the bottle of beer in my hand and sliding another sip of alcohol into my body.
I would like to stop but i can't.

"Yeah but why? I didn't think you were the type of person to get drunk"

If only she knew.

"It's been a rough day Lee" i state while the memories come back, as she comes back to my mind.
"It's Lizzie's fault isn't it?" i know she's mad because i once again let her make me hurt.
"Lee listen i-"
"No y/n really now is enough with the excuses, she has to stop to troubling your life and making you feel bad, she's a shitty person, fuck you need to understand it" while she speaks i see the headlights of a car getting bigger and bigger and approaching me.
Wait but is it in the wrong way?
"Lee-"
"No y/n stop justifying her, she doesn't deserve you"
"Lee i-" i try to warn her but she's too wrapped up in her speech.
My heart starts beating fast, i keep thinking that the car will stop but it's getting closer and closer and seems to be aiming at me, i remain immobilized, i can't move.
"Lee there's a car"
"What do you mean there is a car?" she finally asks
"I think it wants to run me over" it gets closer and closer, it doesn't stop.
Why me?
"Y/n what are you talking about?"

A loud noise
My motorbike skids on the road.

"Y/n?"
A light dazzles me, i no longer feel my body.
Everything muffles around me.
Where are my legs?
Why can't i feel them anymore?
"Y/n answer me, fuck tell me you're there!" i hear Hailee's voice, but it's far away.
"I'm coming please hold on" she's crying i think
I turn my head a little and see my hand bleeding.
Oh this is not good.
"I'm almost there sweetheart, please please please hold on"
I close my eyes
Tired
I see her in front of me
Her smile,
my love,
my death.

Then all black.

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LIZZIE'S POV