painful love

There's No Me And You

Kayla was walking towards the greenhouse when she bumped into a chest "Oh my I'm really sorry I wasn't looking at where I was going- Riven what a surprise seeing you."

"what do you mean by surprise Kayla?" the boy questioned.

Kayla regretted her words "No what I meant is that I thought you would be training or something."

"Oh so I can't see my girlfriend once in a while?" Riven scoffed.

Kayla realized that if she talked she would make it worse but for her own sack she had to do something.

"I have to go Riven, can I please pass?" Riven blocked her way even more this time.

"Kayla I don't get it like are you cheating on me or something?" Kayla was triggered by the word 'Cheat' and not in a good way.

"Did you fucking call me a cheater?"

Riven chuckled before saying "Oh so you are one?"

"Your telling me mister Saint! huh we literally have fucking foursome's with our fucking friends and guess who initiated them, you! So you tell me is it not cheating if we can't get each other fucking horny and let other people out of this relationship fucking meet our satisfactions?"

Kayla was sick and tired of Rivens blaming problems and she was not there for it especially not now.

"Fuck you Bitch, you never gave a shit about this relationship did you?" Kayla's eyes became glossy and suddenly she snapped.

"Yeah no I did until this relationship went south."

Riven was heart broken to hear those words come out of the person he loves dearly.

"Babe what happened to you and I, we were perfect."

A tear escaped Kayla's eye dropping onto the floor in slow motion "There never was me and you Riven it had always been me, Beatrix, Dane and you... And don't tell me shit about being perfect I mean I'm pretty sure I had more of a relationship with Beatrix than you cause as far as I'm concerned, we don't like each other anymore."

Riven stayed quiet then said" Fine then let's call quiets since you're the only one in this relationship!" he then kicked the wall then looked back to Kayla" Fuck you."

Kayla stormed off leaving Riven alone.

She wanted to go anywhere nobody could be, so she let her body take her anywhere and so it did.

Kayla arrived in a more empty side of the school, trees and flowers surrounded the place, birds flying, bees buzzing and just when she couldn't get enough of it she spotted a body.

She took a stick from the ground walking towards the body until she was met with a boy sleeping peaceful atleast she thought he was.

Kayla recognized the boy as Aiden.

Kayla shrugged it of until he jumped up awake making Kayla hit him with the stick from shock "I didn't- ow what was that for?"

"Sorry Aiden you kinda scared me too bits." she said helping him sit up right.

"Well it's not every day when you sneak up on someone sleeping." Aiden muttered out loud enough for her to hear.

Kayla just sat on a bench twisting the ring Riven gave her on her first year that was the day she fell for but didn't think she would be standing up so quickly "I needed to get some space from this fucking hell hole of a school."

"Princess, why don't you just go to your prince charming?"

Kayla glared at him "We broke up."

"Hey let's make a deal, you tell me your problems and I'll share this garden with you. Deal."

Kayla thought for a moment trying to get an answer but her being reluctantly she thought about it then gave in "Deal then."

Aiden smirked at the girl signaling for her to lay next to him "Now you may speak your highness."

"Basically I got kicked out of the specialist program by Andreas aka my dick of a father, then my brother ghosts me or treats me like shit, not to mention Silva being arrested and my boyfriend... My ex-boyfriend and I broke up."

Aiden rolled his eyes then said "Not that way dummy, I want to know how you feel how you really feel not what happened."

Kayla looked up at the sky then back to Aiden "Okay, well I hate my father... He thinks it's so easy to just show up act all innocent telling me 'it's for your saftey' like fuck that he has no right to do that and to top it all I was doing so well until he showed up and my life turned upside down, sometimes I can't deal with that pain and the fact that my brother doesn't even try to act like my brother makes me sick..."

Aiden heald her hand trying to make her comfortable which did" And Let me get started on Riven he doesn't love or like me... I feel like I'm a toy to him and it hurts man it really does and it doesn't even concern him that his girlfriend hardly spoke to him in the past year like did he even care?!"

Tears started sliding down Kayla's face" I just wanted to be happy... but if I say it like that I will be considered to be selfish."

Aiden looked into Kayla's ocean eyes all types of emotions fill in them all full of broken hope "You're not selfish and even if you are it's not illegal to care about yourself it's really good for you, in fact you're amazing, pretty, strong for that even. So don't put yourself down."

"Really?"

"Really."Aiden said brushing a strand of hair behind her ear.

At this point the two's faces were centimeters apart and they were close to kissing.

Just when they were about to kiss Aiden looked the other way "I can't."

"Why?"

Kayla felt embarrassed for making assumptions about him and her. She just wanted to dig up a hole then hide in it.

"It's just I... You've been through a lot today and I don't want to rush this especially if we need this to... Work." Aiden looked at Kayla trying to read her emotions "B-but don't get me wrong I've crushed on you since our first year... Kayla say something, anything."

Kayla stay still then burst out laughing at him being panicked "Of course you're right let's take it slow like for example would you Aiden like to go on a date with me? Or..."

"Y-yes of course I would love to."

The two started talking about their lifestyles and all things dumb but little did they know that they were being watched.