Hidden love

Introduction

We all know how those love stories go. Boy meets girl and falls in love. Then they live happily ever after. Well not this story. This story is filled with heartbreaks, loss,tragedy, and so much more. You'll see aside of love that most rarely experience.
Rylei's pov
I hate riding the bus. It's always so damn noisy and crowded. It doesn't help considering I have social anxiety. The only up side is that I have one friend on the bus with me. Her name Jocelyn. We have been friends since the 6th grade. Other than her I only have 3 other friends. Which one of them I'm in love with but he doesn't even notice sometimes. His name is Chris. He is a senior while the rest of my friends are freshmen just like me. He is nerdy and cute and ugh just perfect. "Hey Ry Ry" Jocey said as she sat down next to me. "Hi Jocey" I whisper back. "Ry Ry it's gonna be okay. I promise." "I doubt that. They are all judging me right now. I can hear them talk about me too" "Ry I promise nobody is judging you or talking about you. If they do I will kick their asses" Jocey says reaching her arms around me to hug me. I have no choice but to hug her back. "Have you talked to Chris lately?" Jocey asks as she takes a bite of her cereal bar. "Yea I talked to him this morning before I got on the bus" "Ry Ry I'm almost 100% positive that he is in love with you too" "Jocey he would never like me. I mean look at me I can't talk to anyone else other than my friends. I'm needy,fat,disgusting, and all together just gross" "Rylei Leigh Ann Clark! you are one of the most beautiful girls I have ever met and if you were more into girls than boys I would make out with you. You are the perfect weight. You are not disgusting. I've heard Chris say how prettyful (pretty+beautiful) you are" I just simply found my shoes very intriguing to me. "I'm sorry Jocey" "Ry don't be sorry. You didn't do anything wrong. I'm sorry for scaring you" "it's okay. I promise" After I said that we pulled in front of school.