Abrupt emptiness holds me tightly
It creeps in, wrapped around
ever so slightly
mind is puzzled
In all this hassle
Just seeking for a shoulder to relay and nuzzle
I thought I was strong
But oh, how I am wrong
The faith in me have been crushed hard
My world is again crumbling apart
The past now seems like a beautiful Lie
Coated in honeyed poison that
I can't deny
Spreading through the body, filling my mind
Clenching around the heart...
But still unable to leave it behind
thought that I had nothing more to lose..
Little did I know again the devious reality
Would make me amuse
Thought that it was the end..
But how would I know
It was just the beginning
Mistaken as the ending?
Now I'm finally alone
With nothing of my own
And everything feels wrong
Why?
Cause I trusted them all along?
It feels so unfair
Someone lives in tears
Some lives in air
It's not fair
Tired to try
The pain inside me killing me silently
But who can testify?
My heart feels empty but still heavy with pain
As if the world is burning with heavy rain,
white paper inked in white coloured pen.
The inside of me feels so numb
I don’t know now what it has become
All I know is
abrupt emptiness holds me tightly
Wraps around me ever so slightly