The Difference Between Living and Surviveing

chapter2

I woke up at 4 this morning because I couldn't sleep again. This happens to me often there are many nights when I can't seem to sleep. And I usually just get up and get ready for school. Today's no different except that I really want to stay asleep. So I tip and turn to find a comfortable position but never do so I just get up. I decide to take a really long time in the shower and getting ready for school. By the time I am done or is six so I go down stairs and eat a small breakfast. Then I had off to my new school. Yeah I said new my parents don't keep me in the same school for more then a year. But this year I got to choose what type of school I get to go to. And I have always wanted to be semi-normal so I asked if I could go to a public school. I know it's strange most rock kids want to stay away from the commoners but I don't know I don't get along with the other big shots kids. It might have something to do with the fact that I have always gone to school and then came straight home. But I mean they had so much drama going on that it sucked. If you dated everyone new not only did they know but they would spread stupid rumor about something or other. So I avoided all contact with the kids. So hopefully this year I can make a couple of friends. But I am not sure how well it will go. Because I haven't really told anyone about my self in a long time. I really need to get some friends thats the only reason my parents agreed to putting me in a public school system.

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As I was just about to walk in into the building I was over whelmed with the amount of people that there were in the main hall way. I was ready to turn around and go home but then remembered that my parents said if I didn't show up for the first day of school they would put me in a private school again. So I sucked it up and went to the front you office for my schedule. The lady at the desk seemed nice enough I guess. She gave me my schedule and then sent me on my way. Expecting me to know where to go I guess. Well whatever I'll just find my way. I mean how hard could it be right. Yeah I was so wrong I got loss as soon as the bell rang and had to ask the librarian which was nice that she told me and wrote me a pass but I was already walking in to class late and I am going to draw attention to my self fun right. Ugh whatever so when I finally got to first period which was history. At least it wasn't math i ran if it was math I would be dead because the teachers for math are usually pretty mean and don't like me for some reason. I guess its because I am all ways correcting their grammar. So when I walk into history the teacher asked me my name I said that I was new to the school. The teacher seemed okay and told me to find a seat. so I did. Their happen to only be a seat in the back row witch didn't bother me because it meant no one would notice me much. I was a nobody in all of the schools i were in but this time i was going to change that...