If it were up to me.(small oneshot)

If it were up to me, spoiler alert, Its not

Nico Speaking
Will speaking
Percy speaking

Hey there, death boy speaking.

I hate life.

My sisters dead.

My dad is hades, most hated god.

So, that in all actuality that would mean I am most hated demigod.

My crush has a girlfriend.

And NO ONE likes ME.

I know a bit dramatic but thats what you get for being the son of the god of the underworld.

Which is why, I Nico Di Angelo, Is standing on a cliff edge.

Nico stop

Oh great percys here.

What do you want percy

I said his name with so much venom laced in my voice.

I mean, its not his fault that he has a loving girlfriend.

Can we talk about this, please Neeks.

Great he used that nickname that makes me weak in the knees.

That nickname that got me here on this cliff in the first place.

Just wonderful.

Percy, dont try to stop me, cause you cant.

Let me ask a question of you percy.

Before he could answer I asked.

Did you even have a little remorse for Bianca.

She's gone and she was all I had and you took that away from me.

And now that she's gone I will be too

After all I'm just a burden, arn't I

Nico, what are you doing

Great wills here too, just fun.

Go away will.

No, get away from that cliff, doctors orders.

I almost laugh at that on going catchphrase will says every time I get into trouble.

Almost.

You can't stop this quote on quote "stupidity" with those stupid words this time

I loved you Percy and you neglected my feelings, but I can't blame you

You have annabeath.

She is so much more intelligent than me.

She is much more prettier and she's a girl.

Nico, please you'll find your someone, someday.

This experience just proves that I'm not that someone.

Please, Neeks, don't do this.

You don't get a say in this.

And stop calling me that STUPID F*CKING NAME.

I yell the last part so loud that I'm pretty sure all of camp heard.

Nico, please look at me.

Listen to me okay

Listen to my voice.

Smell in the flowers and blow out the candels.

"But don't smell in the candles like I do".

I hear someone say(I'm pretty sure it was leo)

That made me laugh a little as I calm down.

I start to walk over to will slowly.

Then when I'm far enough away from the cliff that I couldn't fall backwards into it will rushes foward.

He grabs my arm and pulls me into a warm and well headed hug.

I just Stand there and let him hug me

We pull apart and I look at him.

Am I just noticing wills freckles.

His gorgeous hair.

Its like everything, every distraction had dissapeared.

I suddenly became calm with his touch.

He grabs my waist

My breath hitches.

I look down at his hands, then up at his face.

I wrap my arms around his neck to get more comfortable

I put my head on his shoulders.

I'm so exhausted.

Then and there I know, I have a new crush.

At that thought I blacked out on a tear stained shirt that belongs to my newfound crush.

And at that the existence of my crush on Percy had disappeared

I will forever love Percy

Just not in the way my past self had wanted it to be.

I'm thankful that I ended up in wills arms and not in the ditch of a cliff.

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A/N
Breath in the flowers and blow out the candles
But don't breath in the candles like I do, is what my friends say when I start to have a panic attack.

Anyway I hope you liked my first story that's published on wattpad. I know I said it was a one shot but if you want another chapter then comment.