[DISCONTINUED] The only one I see • Tomboo/Allium duo

Chapter 4

A/N
This chapter is going to mention drinking, but there's no actual drinking involved!
Ranboo POV:
Holy fuck I did not just say that. I did not just admit that I love Tommy on our first date. Am I dreaming? Is this a nightmare? I think i'm dead, actually. I died from embarrassment. RIP me I guess.

"You love me?" I heard Tommy say, but I couldn't respond. I was too caught up in my own thoughts, really. I did love him, a whole lot, but he couldn't possibly feel the same. It'd be too fast, right? Well, kind of fucked that up, huh? I need to explain to him, and quickly or he's gonna hate me forever.

"Yes, of course I love you, bun, but I didn't mean to say it. I understand if you hate me but-" I was gonna continue, but Tommy had leaned up and he.. kissed me? God his lips felt amazing. I kissed back immediately of course, and then pulled away when I couldn't breathe anymore. Tommy looked so cute on my lap, and when he kissed me, I blushed. I never blush! I'm Ranboo, tough strong bartender not someone who blushes when he's kissed! But Tommys lips were so soft and amazing. He tasted a little like strawberries! His kiss was absolutely amazing. I was kind of stuck there, frozen in place. This was Tommys thing, not mine! I couldn't be this flustered from a kiss. But when Tommy kissed me, nothing else mattered to me.

Tommy POV:
I couldn't handle his rambling. I loved his voice, a lot, obviously, but Ranboo didn't need to explain anything to me. Who wouldn't love me? I understood how he felt, and I needed him to see that. I leaned up a little, and connected our lips, shutting him up. He kissed me back and it felt like the best thing to me. I loved it so fucking much. He pulled away from it maybe a few seconds later, I didn't really know. The kiss was fucking perfect.

"I love you too, Ran." I said without thinking, then I immediately looked down. Wait, i'm gonna press pause and rewind simultaneously here. Yesterday, the boy i'd been eyeing for a while asked me out. 30 minutes ago I got in his car to go to some restaurant that was too good for me. Two seconds ago I kissed him and told him I loved him. This is a messy fucking timeline. But, I didn't regret saying it. I did love Ranboo. He was the best thing in my life. It was a little cheesy, sure, but it was true. God I loved everything about Ranboo. How he gave me little pets and scratches if he noticed I was a little stressed at work, or how he genuinely cared about me. How he cut me off from drinking so I could make it home safely, even if I hated it in the moment when I just wanted to be drunk. How he always stood up for me when I was too afraid to do anything. When I kissed him, it felt like there were just.. sparks there between our lips. I definitely wanted to kiss Ranboo more, but that would just be weird, right? I really needed to stop overthinking this shit. I was too busy wrapped up in my own thoughts to notice Ranboo blushing? He was blushing? I made the great Ranboo blush!

Ranboo POV:
When Tommy said he loved me, I swear my heart skipped a beat. Or 8 beats. Maybe it just stopped beating all together and now i'm dead. That's definitely a reasonable explanation. I felt my face heat up, and I realized I was of course blushing.

"We don't have to go to dinner, y'know. We could just go to the park, if you want!" I said immediately after thinking of the idea, and Tommy immediately agreed. It was slightly chilly outside, so chances were, I would get to see Tom in my hoodie. I was just guessing it would probably go down to his knees. He moved off my lap, and I gave him a few scratches right behind his ear, just like he absolutely loved. I always have Tommy little pets if he was stressed or panicking, and he seemed to calm down pretty quick. Or I just gave them randomly because he always got this smile from it, and oh did Tommy have an amazing smile. Anyway, there was this park maybe ten minutes away. Usually it wasn't crowded, and I knew Tommy would prefer that anyway. He had this audio sensitivy thing he told me about, because of the bunny ears, and I always felt bad that he worked in a club. Poor bunny was probably suffering everytime he started dancing, with the music blasting. I really did hate that he worked at the club, but he never seemed to complain about the loud music. He told me he tried to drown it out best he could, which obviously wasn't easy for him. I stayed focused on the road, parking in a spot right by the park. There was no way Tommy didn't get cold in just the shirt, and when he started shivering that would be my cue to put my hoodie on him. Tom would definitely look amazing in purple, that's all i'm saying. It'd be nice to see Tommy all comfortable, though. I got out of the car, rushing over to his side and opening his door like a gentleman, obviously because that's what I was. I didn't get cold, and I never knew why, but it had to be like, 20 degrees for me to be chilly. I just liked sweatshirts because they were comfortable, not because of the warmth they provided. Even if it was an added bonus. As soon as Tommy stepped out of the car, the chilled air hit him like a freight train. He started to shiver almost immediately, and it was cute as fuck to me. I took off my sweatshirt, pulling it onto him instead, because careful of his ears and such. I was right! It went right down to his knees, and completely covered his hands. He looked cuter than fucking ever. I noticed he was of course blushing like usual whenever I did something nice. I grabbed his hand gently, and we started our little walk through the park, talking about random stuff that he thought about.

A/N
This shit was started at 7 pm, finished at 7 am, and genuinely just means I have a terrible sleep schedule because I got 0 hours of sleep. Word count:Like, probably 1029 or something im not actually keeping track. I really need to actually write what's fucking happening and less Ranboo thinking about how Tommy looks cute or something 😭 Anyway, drink some water or else 😡 But like, thanks for voting for this shit (the one person that does, i see it) and reading it (to like, the six people that have and will) This had like, 25 different pov changes istg. Also, i'm not editing this shit so if there's a mistake then that sucks. Idk why i'm being mean now but whatever.