A/N So here's my first One Shot. Not really good at A/N but I'll try to write one in the beginning in every One Shot so you know. The dedication is to xxKeepCalmAndLove1Dx because their One Shots are awesome!
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~Niall's POV~
I quickly opened the door still panting from running so long. Running wasn't really my thing, it's more of a Liam thing. Zayn asked me to do it and of course I did it. I would run to the end of the world for him. If you don't get it yet, yes I am in love with Zayn. He doesn't know though but I have to tell him. Right now Zayn were in the hospital with trouble breathing. I wouldn't have left if it wasn't for Zayn being so stubborn about going home and read a journal he said he had. It was really important and I could see that on his face. I quickly ran inside up the stairs to Zayn's room. I started with his bedside table but it was just a few textbooks. Right now I didn't care if it got messy I could fix that for him later. I stood up and went to his desk. Why were there so many books? I looked through one after one. It was useless. Wait a second! Zayn said something about Truth or Dare. I just thought he talked to himself or something. I thought trough the last time we played Truth and Dare. Zayn choosed truth and Harry asked him; 'if you would hide anything, where would you hide it?' I think Zayn answered 'where I have my best friend'. It made no sense at all then. I looked around the room once again and saw the photo of me and the first time we were in Australia as a band. We bought the frame just for fun. It was pink with a unicorn on. In the corner it said BFF with big purple letters. I slowly walked over to the photo. I looked behind it and found a black A5 NoteBook. It must be that one. I opened a random page and read through the page.
'I'm scared! If I tell him what I feel he might just ran away from me. I don't want that! I need him more then anything. I would even quit the band if that was necessary because Management said I couldn't be in the world's biggest boyband and be gay. Of course I can but they don't get that! I have to tell him. Tomorrow. Maybe he feels the same about me. And even if he don't I atleast tried.'
I skipped to the next page to see if it said anything about who he was talking about. It was empty. I skipped through page after page. On the last page it was one sentence written down
'I'm in love with you Niall James Horan'
I read it over and over again but I couldn't take it in. Was Zayn in love with me? I threw the book down on the floor and ran outside. I quickly locked the door and started running again. There was no time to take a taxi. I ran as fast as I could towards the hospital.
When I got there I stood waiting for a minute or two for someone to come to the reception. A woman came walking towards me.
"I need to see Zayn Malik" I saiid stressed.
"How do you know him?" She asked almost repeatedly
"Best friend" I said
"He's in room 217 floor 2" she said "there's already a few friends there." I started running again. I took the stairs and ran as fast as I could. I started walking a bit slower then before. When I got to the waiting room I saw the rest of the lads sitting outside waiting. Harry gave me a big smile. He knew! Harry moved his hand to show that I could go in. I took a deep breath and opened the door. Zayn turned his head to me and I gave him a weak smile. I sat down on the chair next to him and took his hand in mine.
"I found the NoteBook" I said and smiled wider. He smiled back. He started saying something.
"Shh. Don't talk" I said. He just nodded.
"I love you too" I said still with a smile plastered to my face. A nurse came in and gave us a smile.
"Would you like to try breathing without the machine?" She asked walkin towards the bed. He nodded weekly.
"Is it safe?" I asked a bit worried.
"Yeah if we try little by little" she answered. She slowly removed the oxygen mask from his mouth and nose and Zayn took a careful breath. I smiled weakly at him and he smiled back. He took another breath.
"You probably had trouble breathing because of some type of panicattack. Do you have a reason to have a panicattack?" She asked
"Not anymore" he answered simply.
"We would like to have you staying here over the night for observation" she said. He just nodded. The nurse turned to me
"Would you like me to fix a bed for you?" She asked.
"Yes please" I answered with a smile. She gave us both a smile and walked out the door.
"Zayn?" I said a bit nervous. He looked at me and smiled
"Would you like to be my boyfriend?" I asked.
"I'd love to" he said and leaned forward. Our lips met halfway. The kiss was sweet and gentle.
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