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𝙆𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙖 𝙑𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙝𝙖 𝙏𝙧𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙨 19
6:00 pm Maryland , Baltimore
November 15

"come on i need u with me while i beat his ass" my best friend ivy said on facetime

she just found out her boyfriend dre of 5 years was cheating on her she already burned all his shoes and clothes well not all but anyway she wanna go pull up on him

i didn't have time for her shit cause i know she finna be right back with the nigga so i don't know why she tryna do all this it's pointless

"girl u know what i don't have time for yo shit but i guess i'll come" i rolled my eyes getting out of bed going into my bathroom that's connected to my room

i moved out of my parents house 8 months ago and got my first apartment all by myself i was tired of all the rules they tried to give me so i moved out and never looked back

i still visit them just not as much as they would want me too i just like being alone since my boyfriend died 6 months ago he got into a bad car accident i think about him everyday wishing he was here

i cherish the last moments i had with him he had just took me on a date bought me flowers and i lost my v-card to him and the same night i lost him

i never did anything with anybody else i've tried to move on and talk to other people and i did but he hurt me he cheated so i stop trying and focused on myself

"KANIA" ivy yelled thru the phone shaking me out my thoughts "yes" i said wiping my face

"u thinking about kyree" she asked already knowing the answer

"yes best i miss him so much i be feeling so alone and im already knowing i'll never find love like that again" i broke down

"he was the one for me and i know it i miss sleeping with him i miss the dates" i choked on my words

"it's okay baby don't worry you'll find love again just don't rush it let it come to u and i promise you'll find it no matter if u find in 2 years be patient my love" i wiped my face

"thanks i love u so much finna get dressed ima let u know when i'm ready"

"okay i love u too" i hung up before going to instagram to post kyree