Chapter Twelve
I'm here for you3rd person pov
blake woke up the next morning and looked in the mirror. her hair had grown out, her eyes looked brighter, her smile shinier and there was something new about her. something she didn't hate. something that she liked to look at and know that she was changing. for the better, if changing for the better was changing how you look then so be it.
but it should be more about what you say and do. actions speak louder then words and she knew that. she knew that leaving cobra kai and not fighting for miyagi do to stay was the best thing for herself.
she got dressed and looked at venus on her bed, the cat was knocked out and she smiled softly. she ran her hand over the cats head before she walked out of her room. her shorts stopped mid-thigh and the top she wore covered only her breasts as it was a swim top and she needed to be ready for work.
"where are you going dressed like that?" her father asked as she went to walk out of the door. she stopped and took a deep breathe. if he could slut shame the girl and make her feel bad about anything she did, he would do it at 7:00 in the morning when she was tired and needed to get to work.
"I have work" she told him trying to keep it short and sweet.
"dressed like that at 7;00 in the morning? what are you , a stripper?" he asked and she turned to him with anger in her eyes.
"when have you ever given a fuck about where I go or what I do? half of the time you're out fucking strippers because mom doesn't want your limp dick dad. you don't get to slutshame me when I work at a fucking waterpark and this is the uniform they gave me. I'm so sick and tired of you treating me like some sort of tired girl when I'm not. I'm more then that and you would know that if you cared about your daughter the way a father should" blake told the man and she opened the door as she grabbed her car keys and walked out. she didn't care to wait and see what he said.
she didn't want to because she knew that if she did, she would let him get to her. she would let him see the five year old girl who just wanted her to love him and be there. he would see the eleven year old girl who just wanted her parents to stop fighting. he would see the thirteen year old who just wanted her father to accept her for being bisexual when all she wanted was her fathers love. he would see the girl he made and the girl he ruined but she wouldn't let him see that.
she would stuck it in and hide it because that's what she did. that's who she was and god forbid she let someone see her for who she was , that's not who blake was. that's not what she did. she got in her car and she drove to work. she was the one opening, she was the one that had to set everything up and make sure everything was safe running but she felt like she couldn't even do that.
she sat in her car when she got there until there was a knock on her window and she looked up to see hawk. she opened the door and let him in. he sat down in the passenger seat and looked at her.
"you're crying b, what happened?" he asked and she sighed.
"dad called me a stripper because of my fucking outfit. i just blew up on him, I told him he was a limp dick dad, told him that he didn't care about me the way a father should. I'm just so done of him treating me like something I'm not because he does it all the time. he fucks other women and takes it out on me. I'm so tired" she cried and he leaned over the center console as he let her cry to him .
"I'm here for you, ill always be here for you. he's wrong you know, you're better then him and you always will be. whatever he said, I know it hurt you and I know that it made you feel bad and hurt but he's wrong. he is so wrong about you, you are amazing and kind and caring and you are not what he says you are" eli told her as he held her face and looked into her eyes. she looked into his too.
there was no malice, no anger just pure love and sadness for the girl. he felt bad for her and she hated that but he cared, the only person who had ever cared this much about her before was robby. to tell the truth , their relationship ran deeper then him just staying at her house but she would never tell anyone that.
there was one other person too, tory. the girl held a deep love for her and she missed her everyday. she missed holding her and talking to her and kissing her and being with her but that was torys side. tory was the one who missed that, she missed blake but blake was happy.
she is happy and she wouldn't change that for anything. nothing at all , whos to say that things wont change. who's to say that she wont change her mind and miss the girl? blake knew better then that, she knew better then to go back to what broke her.
but she didn't care. she wouldn't go back
or would she?
-ABBYS NOTES-
basically a filler chapter because this episode doesn't have anything to do with the others.
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