Secrets

2. In His Eyes

When Isabella stopped hugging me, Dean came up and hugged me from behind. 'Boo!' He said scaring me to death. 'You scared the living hell out o me!' I said with fear and anger. 'Awe, sweetheart.' He said kissing my cheek. I blushed, Isabella gave me that 'Oh yeah, He's in love with you.' I gave her that death stare, she smiled anyways. 'So, are you guys going to prom?' Isabella said with smirk on her face. 'I don't really know, it's up to her.' 'How is it up to me? Aren't you supposed to ask me?' I said looking at him like he was on drugs. 'Oh yeah, i forgot about that.' He said winking at me. 'So, what are our plans this weekend love?' He said placing both hands on my waist, I smiled and catched Isabella mouthing the words, 'Are you sure he doesn't love you?' I gave her the death stare and she giggled in response.

When it was lunch time, Dean was waiting at my locker. When he saw me, he had a big smile on his face.. The type of smiles that say, 'My god, you're so beautiful.' I had a smile on my face when I approached him. 'Ready for lunch darling?' He said holding my hand. 'I guess so.'

When we walked into the cafeteria, everyone started staring at us. 'Awe, look who it is everyone, Its Cryst—' 'Shut up Oliver!' I said covering his mouth. He started laughing and waled off. 'You know, we were a cute couple Chrissy.' He said looking upset. 'I know Dean, but i'm just not ready for-' 'For a relationship, I know.' He said with an aggravated tone in his voice. 'How come you didn't move on?' 'What do you mean?' He said with suspicion. 'I mean, when we broke up, how come you didn't move on?' I said with sad tone, 'How come you didn't move on and find someone better?' 'Because you're the only one i'll ever love, you made me happy Chrissy.' He said with a crackly voice. 'I hurt you though Dean... No guy should ever go through that.' I said looking at him, he gave me that, 'Yeah, but I deserve you.' Kind of look. 'I don't want to hurt you again, Dean.' I said hugging him, trying to fight the tears. 'You wont baby girl, I promise.' He said kissing the top of my head while hugging me.

After school ended, Dean was waiting in the car park for me. 'Where to now?' he said grabbing me hand gently. 'Up to you.' I said kissing his cheek. He smiled and opened the passenger side door and waited for me to get settled in my seat before he closed the door.

After an hour long drive, we pulled up to the beach. 'The sunsets are absolutely stunning here.' I said smiling at him. 'Just like you.' He said smiling too. I started to blush, I opened the door and got out of the car. We started walking down the beach, when we got there, Dean laid a blanket on the sand and plopped on the grounded. I giggled and sat next to him. After 5 minutes of silence and watching the sunset, he wrapped his arm around me and we laid back on the the blanket. 'It would make my world if you were mine again.' He said with a sad tone in his voice. I got up and looked at him, 'I just need some time. I just lost my parents, do you know how stressing that is to lose your parents? It's pretty stressful!' I said with tears rolling down my face. Dean hugged me and i started crying harder. 'I wish I could go back in time and fix everything. if it wasn't for that drunk driver then maybe, just maybe my parents would still be alive!' I said with anger. Dean hugged and lifted up my chin. 'If you went back in time and tried fixing it, it wouldn't work hun.. They would still died from that drunk driver...' Dean got really quiet because he thought i would've yelled at him for saying something like that.

'Hey, I have to tell you something..' He said in a scared voice. 'And I don't know if you're going to hate me after or not, but I need you to know.'