My brothers bestfriend (A.M fanfiction) [EDITING]

Chapter 30

My eyes shot open jolting slightly as I crash back down to my pillow.
My heart was pounding in my throat I shot up whiling peering rapidly around my room drenched in a cold sweat as I was breathing short heavy breaths.
Sweat beads ran down my face and my hands.
I just woken up from a dream about the past ...my past that was bad.
I started shivering uncontrollably as I clutch on to my blanket with wide eyes, making sure I was safe in bed.
I couldn't stop shaking my body stiffened as I heard Austin run out the room to call my mother but I couldn't stop I kept shaking as this warm liquid run down the side of my mouth.
My eyes kept fluttering.
The last thing I remembered was the others crying running in screaming.
Why were they crying?
And why couldn't I stop shaking?
I couldn't keep my eyes open for long as my eye lids became heavy.
Suddenly everything went black.
A few moments later, I heard muffling noises.
Muffling noises like someone was speaking.
It was the loudest ear drum rattling noise I had ever heard. I couldn't hear very much.
The noises engulfed me, completely capturing my brain, rendering any logical thought or conclusion impossible.

"Come on Hazel...You have to have this tablet- just please swallow it I-it will help you"
I looked up to see my mom sobbing whilst I look down to see her arms draped around me.
Holding me closely.
I woke up I look around drastically, frantically looking around the room with wide eyes.

"Mom ...mom I love you so much" I slurred

"I love you too baby ...but y-you just have to swallow the tablet."
She smiled as her lips quivered.
Trembling slightly as she shoved the tablet in my mouth.
I swallowed it down with a glass of water that Dave was holding.

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"What happened I've got a banging headache"
I grunted as I place my hand on my head.

"You had a Epileptic seizure again" My mom muttered barely in a whisper as she walks up to me with a cup of tea and biscuits.

"Again? how many times have you had seizures"
Austin spoke up looking at me in shock but mainly worried.

"I first was diagnosed with epilepsy when I was 9 years old" I took a sip of my cup of tea.

"W-why didn't you tell me?"
Robert called out with glossy eyes.
"Because it wasn't mentioned in our conversations "
Shrugged not wanting to make a scene about it.
Robert scoffed before parting his lips to speak up about the news but I stopped him.
"Listen, don't worry about me, okay?
I just want to leave it for now.
My head feels like someone is hitting me with a hammer repeatedly.
It's a Sunday we came early back here than we were excepting too so all I want to do now is to go to sleep.
You know, so I can feel refreshed for tomorrow morning for school "
I laid back in my bed as I place my cup of tea and biscuits on my night stand.
"I don't think so.
You'll be having the day off for tomorrow you've been through a lot"
Dave speaking up, joining the conversation.

"Erm, I'm sorry when did you suddenly become award winner for best dad.
I've suffered through this for years and a lot of other shit.
I don't need anyone's pity or sympathy...especially yours"
I knew I shouldn't of said that but I was becoming irritated with everyone.

"Hazel!"

"No ...I understand I know I haven't been the best father"

"Clearly"I mumbled my mother just glares at me from the side of my bed but I just ignore her.

"But I'm trying.
I know I hurt your mother and you since I left your mother in a vulnerable state so you had to pick up your h pieces.
I truly am sorry for that but I could never change that...I wish I could but I can't"

"I-I'm sorry Dad I'm just sick of everyone breathing down my neck.
When I need space.. I need it."
I sighed as he just smiled and hugged me.
This was the first time in 8 years that I called him dad.
My mom just smiled and nodded her head towards me as she looked at us in 'awe' .

"Can I speak to hazel please?"
My mom finally spoke up giving everyone a stern look to say 'can you all leave' look.
They just nods there heads as they exit the room.

"So..."

"So...how you coping with the whole Austin thing"
She gleamed snuggling up to me as she gets under the covers.
I rolled my eyes thinking she was going to have a serious word with me about the way I spoke to my dad.

"Well yesterday ...he wrote me a song. I said and did a few things I isn't mean too but I was starting to stress out.
I ended up shaking literally I had no control, he calmed me down.
He held me close , told me how much he loves me and as my eyes slowly closed he said he loves me once again as he sings me a song he wrote for me before everything went blank ..."
"I think you had a seizure because your stressed...take it easy" I just nodded my head

"But ...I still don't know what to do!" I trailed off puzzled

"Sweetheart, life's short.
Too short.
I just want you to live it to its full potential and do whatever makes you happy.
I'm not here to give you a speech from what's right and wrong.
I'm here to cheer you on!
To stay with your love of your life."
She paused before poking my head slightly.
"Now forgive and forget and move on don't live like me who became depressed.
Be happy because if there's one boyfriend I give you approval ...it has to be Austin"
She places her hand on top of mine, nuzzling her head onto mine.

"Thanks mom, you can call him in now ...I know your dying too" I playfully rolled my eyes as I smirk at her.

"Yes!"
She jumps off my bed and opens the door to reveal a messy brown haired boy with piercing hazel eyes stumble back slightly.

"She's all yours"
She muttered as she closes the door only leaving me and Austin while silence lurks in before Austin finally speaks up.

"So how you feeling?"
He whispered while he's hands behind his neck .
I pat the empty space next to me for him to sit down.

"Right now it's not me that's the problem ...it's both of us I'm going to cut the bullshit and tell you how I feel.
To me love is the sweetest thing in life we either in love or looking for love and sometimes you have to work for it when life gets in the way but I believe deep love is always worth fighting for and I would fight for you any day.
Truthfully, I could talk about you all night even after that I would still have a million words to say but too many words become meaningless so I'm going to leave it at you're the most wonderful person I've ever met.
I can't imagine another day without you I love you not because of what you have but because of the way I feel for you.
I'm hurt.
I'm alone.
I'm depressed.
I cry myself to sleep because I don't have you by my side I need you Austin ...now it's my time to tell you that your all I ever need "

"You've all ready told me a thousand time how much you love me but I never really told you how I feel ...I mean.
Sometimes, it's hard to find words to tell you how much you mean to me.
A lot of times, I don't say anything at all.
But I hope someday, you'll understand, having you is what I live for.
I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age but always know I'll always love you forever & always.
Before, I met you I never really had a reason to look at someone and smile for no reason ...now I do because I'm completely in love with you and I can't hold in my feeling anymore.
I always thought fools fall in love ...but I guess I am a fool"
I just leaned in and whispered
"But your 'my' fool"
then our lips connected.
I craved these lips so much.
My pulses races , my knees go weak as my head reels.
When your in love you get these strong feelings that feel so good.
You feel different and are different.
Soon fireworks sprung out as we deepened the kiss causing butterflies to erupt and a tingling sensation shoot every organ in my body as I melt into Austin arms once again.
Austin pulls away from the kiss I pout but he just chuckled digging into his pocket and pulled out a blue velvet box.
I gasped covering my mouth with my hand.

"Austin" I muttered.

"It's a promise ring... I Austin Carter Mahone promise you Hazel Jada Brown Villanueva that one day you will become Mrs . Mahone"
He placed a diamond ring on my finger that had Austin Carter Mahone and Hazel Jada Brown Villanueva forever incarved into the ring

I just pounce on Austin and connected my lips onto his as we move our lips in sync once again.
I mumble against his lips 'I will always love you Austin Carter Mahone ...no matter what!'

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