What's it like?

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What's it like to take my control
Make me feel everything according to your wishes
Every sinking feeling I hide unknown
You keep telling me we're done crossing bridges

Why does it feel like I can't trust you
Every single thing you tell me is fake
What's it like to fool me into thinking it's true
This whole relationship thing is a piece of cake

But we both know you're a freak
Telling me I should make it up the mountain
That I'll see you when I reach the peak
But we both know that's not happening
You've taken over me and everything I know
Just to make sure I can't ever leave or go

What's it like telling me that we're happy
When all I can ever see is red
I know it's not my fault that I feel trapped in
But I stay quiet if I wanna make it to bed

What's it like to tell me that I'm all yours
But never share a piece of your world with me
To make me feel irrelevant even on all fours
To make me scratch out all I want to be

But we both know you're a freak
Telling me I should make it up the mountain
That I'll see you when I reach the peak
But we both know that's not happening
You've taken over me and everything I know
Just to make sure I can't ever leave or go

Now what's it like to have to attend my funeral
To know I'm gone because of you
What does it feel like to have things turned around
Because you no longer have control over what I do

What's it like to be all alone
And to wish you had done it right
What's it like to picture me on my throne
To know I'm at peace in the light

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 27, 2022 ⏰

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