Is It Still Beautiful?

Prologue

I opened my eyes seeing myself on the bed, with white surroundings. I scanned my eyes towards the room taking in the surroundings. I gulped when I saw him sitting on the chair beside my bed.

All the memories came pouring down looking at him. His peaceful face when he is sleeping, his bangs falling on his eyes and his arms crossed around his chest.

I blinked back the tears as I was not able to wipe them with my hands which were injected with various tubes.

I thought of waking him up but I don't trust my voice. It will come out like a crack. I gulped continuously and cleared my throat.

He didn't woke. 'should I go back to sleep' the thought arised in my mind.

Well I will do that.

As I closed my eyes I felt someone's hands on my hands. Well it's not someone it's him.

My heartbeat rised.

Should I open my eyes?

Or

Just pretend to sleep.

“I know you are awake!" His soothing voice can make all my mood go happy.

No I shouldn't think like that. Even though I hate him.

'Butterflies'

I felt them when he rubbed his thumb against my hand. Even though he does this all time My stomach always react the same.

I opened my eyes and watched his deep brown eyes looking at me with concerned. It made my heart swoon.

He sighed. “Thank god you are awake." He stood and cupped my cheeks. “I was worried about you." I gave him a weak smile. “Chae Eun ah"

The way he calls my name oh god!

“Jaemin I am okay now." Thankfully I say in my proper voice.

The door to my hospital room opened and my cousin's girlfriend was their with worried, angry, scary whatever face.

“Yah Chwe Chae eun." She yelled and I winced. “What have you done of yourself?" She glared at Jaemin and hugged me.

“Unnie I am okay." I smiled. She is the best.

“What okay? With all these tubes and bandages?" She sighed. “Suho is coming. Be ready to get scolded by him."

“Unnie no!" My eyes widened. If Suho is coming then I have to get ready for one hour lecture.

Irene's phone buzzed. She checked. “Chae Euh ah I will be back in minutes. Eat this fruit." She pointed at the bag she bought.

As Irene left Jaemin sat at the chair. “Give me the fruits." I asked him. He removed them and started cutting the apple.

As I ate them Jaemin was staring at me.

“Chae Eun ah I am sorry." And I know where this conversation is going to go now but before that I tightened my grip on his hands which I was holding.

He glanced at it and sighed. “Jaemin-" he cut me off by crashing his lips on mine. I melted in his presence and kissed him back.

“Chae Eun, let's break up."  And all the world came crashing down on me as the words left his mouth.