**Triggered warning: crime/ violence descriptions
Phupha
My fingers shook as I teased Tian's hole and I struggled to catch my breath as I willed my throbbing dick to settle down so I could make this good for the young man who bent over in front of me.
His beautiful body is mine for the taking.
From the second I'd given in to my need and kissed Tian, I knew I wouldn't be able to take it slow and I knew I wouldn't be able to stop.
I had no idea if the relentless pace I'd set was to keep me from realizing what I was doing and stopping it, or to prevent Tian from denying me what my body had finally decided belonged to it.
There'd been moment of hesitation as Tian's tentative and too innocent kisses had sent up red flags of warning in my brain, but then Tian had started mewling and whimpering in such desperation that I'd lost all semblance of control.
I shifted my hips so that my condom covered dick was pressed between Tian's spread legs and rested more of my weight on his bound hands as I leaned over him to seek out his lips and to promise him again that I would make it perfect for him.
But the second I saw the tears sliding down his face, I froze.
"Tian?" I whispered in confusion.
When his only response was to squeeze his eyes closed even harder, I let out a hoarse shout and pulled him upright and spun him around.
"Tian, open your eyes," I commanded shakily.
What the hell had I done?
The reality of the situation slammed into me so hard that my knees actually buckled.
"Tian, please," I whispered as I ran my thumbs over his wet cheeks. The move did nothing to stem his tears but he finally opened his eyes.
"My hands," he croaked. "Please..."
Fuck, fuck, fuck!
I carefully turned him around so he was facing the mirror and quickly the knot on the belt loose. As soon as his hand were free, he dropped them to the counter and hung his head.
I ached to reach out and pull him into my arms but I couldn't move, couldn't think. I couldn't even find any words to tell him how sorry I was for what I'd done.
And then his gaze lifted to meet mine in the mirror and I sucked in a strangled breath.
Fear, confusion... shame - they were all I saw.
I shook my head and tore my eyes from his. I barely managed to tuck my now flaccid dick back into my pants and close them as I rushed from the room, leaving him there exposed and vulnerable and... fuck... broken.
***
He found me easily because unlike the last time Tian's touch had destroyed me, I hadn't run.
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The Protector (EarthMix AU)
RomanceEx Army Trauma surgeon Phupha Viriyanon lost everything the day the man he loved was stolen from him in a brutal attack. He turns vigilante with a group of expertise who came from various background such as special forces, hacking, armory and others...