A Cry for Help

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Dear Friends, Family, or Mortal Enemy who tries to find a weakness.

It has come to my Attention that my Sanity started to slip and while i currently still am sane enough to fight against the Impulsive Thoughts of Murder, I scare for the moment my last sane thought slips and I decide to use my Inventions against Mankind.
I will try to explain what went wrong and that no one could have avoided it.

To Start at the Beginning, I was never someone that was known for his likeable Character, and if even my oldest friends would think back they couldn't remember a time when it was different. But that doesn't mean that there was never such a time. In my First School years I was still a Person full of Happiness, Excitement and good Intentions. I wanted the Entire world as my Friends and Lies shouldn't existent, the truth is the only right thing. Everyone hated me, I wasn't patient and got easily angered, so most People decided to "Antagonize" me. I felt like I was supposed to be the villain of the story, cause who else is hated like that if not the Villain. Till this day I still remember the Names of my Mobbers; Finn, Johannes, Lenard, Nils, Lars, Lenja. I still harbor an intense Hatred for those are the "people" that made the Happy little David Coldly, to me Grouchy, evil Dr Ular. I know that if I still were the happy little child, I would be a better person and the world a better place. Likewise, I know people call me petty for still harbor hatred after such a long time, but I tried to change, and it didn't work. Even Now i just write this to make the Voices Quite Down.

They are saying stuff like; Kill Yourself, Jump in Traffic, Push Someone down the Stairs, Mehe Lp,
Kill Your friends, take something and just beat heads of others in, Lunapl Easeno Tice This, killkillkillkillKillKIllKIllKILLkILLIKLLIKl, You know where a Fire Axe is, 01000100 01001101 01000111 00110010 00110010 00110010 00110101.

My head starts hurting just thinking about the thoughts,
For now i stop writing i don't know if i will continue this
Bye 

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 28, 2022 ⏰

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